You’re So Emotionless

I was told at a very early age that I was emotionless. But before I even had that interaction, I have always been aware to how emotionless I was. For start, I didn’t react or “feel” the same way other kids did. I would watch sad movies and not feel the sadness that everyone felt…

True Love

Love is a choice not a feeling. Those butterflies in your stomach from a love interest may not be a “loving” feeling but actually anxiety and fear. I always had issues with my feelings. I was actually called a Robot by a former therapist because my emotional response wasn’t normal according to her. I would…

Dear Dairy – #4

June 24, 2021 during a shamanic journey I was shown some interesting information about myself. I am a “black” extraterrestrial and I accept this about myself. I know some of my ancient lineage and these shamanic journeys help solidify information that has been shared with me via dreams, readings and how the Earth and nature…

Trauma, Drama & Fear

Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! These are the programs the matrix infuses us with from birth. Trauma, drama and fear keeps us locked in the mundane, always on fight or flight and stress hormones raging through our bodies. These influx of stress…

Your Spiritual Team

Every large corporation has a board, every wealthy person has a team and every superhero has a crew of experts to help them have clarity within the chaos. So, why wouldn’t the same be for people like me and you? Yes, I’m including you the reader, because you have to be an enlightened soul to…

Can’t Fight This Feeling

It’s like no matter how well things have been going in my life or how well my days have been, I can’t fight the feeling of loneliness. I’ve been fighting this feeling for as long as I can remember, stemming all the way back to early childhood. I can remember being at family events and…

Ancestor Veneration

I’ve never spoke on ancestor veneration or praising my ancestors while walking this spiritual path because I didn’t see how it pertained to me. I never understood why it was needed. Being a Christian damn near all my life tainted my view on all things spiritual. Even with all the things I have experienced and…

Don’t Talk About It, Be About It

This week has been a hectic one to say the least. I’ve been dealing with a neighbor issue and it escalated to the point where I went out and got a bat, pepper spray, stun gun and cameras. See, I know who I am and the power that I hold. But never once do I…

Handlers

I was watching a couple of YouTube videos and the subjects were very insightful and intriguing. To be honest, I’ve shied away from watching the YouTube subscribers I typically watch, because the information hasn’t been sitting right with me. I’ve noticed when people start to rise in fame with their YouTube channels its because what…

Connecting w/ Your Higher Self

I purposely did a meditation to gain insight from my Higher self while tapping into my inner temple. Below is the insight I gained when I tapped in that I was asked to share: My Higher self took me and flew me out of the inner temple into the Beginning. The white static space, the…

Karma Breaker

Coming into this world all knowing then losing yourself, your value, your path, your purpose is traumatic. Being told from outsiders, seers, shamans, priestesses, and elders that you’re here to break rules, break karmas and bring back truth in your ancestry and in this world sounds awesome and empowering. To know that I have a…