Give Thanks!

Thanksgiving is an iffy subject now a days since the truth has come to light about the misinformed beginnings of Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving was never about some Indians and pilgrims sitting down to have a meal. Thanksgiving isn’t about how the pilgrims turned on the Indians after this gracious meal, killed them and took their land. Thanksgiving isn’t about celebrating it or not celebrating it because of the tragedies that happened after that Thanksgiving meal. Just another ploy to keep their spell work surrounding Thanksgiving going. Thanksgiving is about celebrating the true meaning of why Thanksgiving was created in the first place among the indigenous/native people of the Amaraka lands that everyone now calls North and South America and Canada.

All cultures give thanks to their higher power during a feast or celebration either every year or at certain intervals within a year, so the natives of Amaraka were no different. The issue with Thanksgiving is making it a national holiday, having certain items on the dinner table or in drawings and people not knowing why these items are significant to the Thanksgiving celebration. Another issue with Thanksgiving is the cultural appropriation aka culture vulture of the feast by many and their ignorance being used to energize a spell that was casted when Thanksgiving began to be celebrated by the oppressive, non-native people and the making of it into a holiday. Side note, whenever a day is made into a holiday, you should look into what that day represents and research what holy days really are.

Why turkey? The main item associated with Thanksgiving is turkey and not many ask why a turkey, but I did several years ago. But it wasn’t until last week did I get an answer to that question. Many cultures perform sacrifices to their higher power, their god or gods or to the Divine. Many cultures perform animal sacrifices of animals that hold great purpose and power when these sacrifices are made. The natives of Amaraka held the turkey in high esteem and was an allowed edible bird by the Spirit of Earth/the Mother Goddess herself that could be used for a sacrifice. Plus, the turkey was large enough to feed an entire family, which was very significant for this particular celebration. With that said, not all animals or birds are deemed sacrificial and killing some, even accidentally, can cause a negative response from nature. For example, eagles or hawks are not sacrificial and that’s why they are protected. Side note, people should really look into why certain animals have government protection. So, turkeys were designated as the sacrificial animal for the Feast of Giving Thanks due to these reasons. To make a turkey a great sacrifice for the feast, the turkey was treated very good, feed and housed with love and loved on by the family. Then that loved spirit was released to Source with great gratitude from the family. Then the family would eat the turkey’s flesh while showing and speaking gratitude to Source and the Mother Goddess for providing for them while on this earth plane. Side note, this is another reason why turkey feathers are very sacred items.

Why the horn? The horn of plenty or the cornucopia is another symbol associated with Thanksgiving. So why is the horn apart of it and why is it always stuffed full of food, vegetables and fruits? Well, the horn of plenty is a container that houses abundance and shows a family’s prosperity for the year. Plenty is an actual energetic being/goddess. Over time when new cultures conquered another, they would change the names of these powers to fulfill their own needs and purposes. The goddess Plenty is also known as the goddess Ops, who is also known as the goddess Rhea in Greek mythology. The horn is an iconic object that represents this goddess. Doing further research, Plenty/Ops/Rhea is ultimately known as the Mother Goddess, which stated above is the Spirit of Earth. The Horn of Plenty is the Horn of the Mother Goddess and within that sacred container the natives of Amaraka would stuff it full of all the items they were able to harvest from the land that season. Place it on the table as a display of gratitude and thanks to Mother Earth for providing the family with a great harvest of abundance and prosperity.

Horn of Plenty, Horn of the Mother Goddess
The Mother Goddess

The spiritual implications of Thanksgiving becoming a national holiday and the story concocted to represent Thanksgiving is a spell. A spell to invoke trauma and create an energetic time loop that harnesses energy from that traumatic event. As I stated, Thanksgiving has nothing to do with the pilgrims and Indians but the story associated with it gets feed and the trauma to the people this event actually happened to lives on every year Thanksgiving is celebrated by this nation. To enhance the energetic pull of this spell, they made it a national holiday and most families that celebrate Thanksgiving pray to a god that isn’t who they think he is and those prayers/energy goes towards his belief systems and his devotees’ spell work. So, when Thanksgiving is celebrated out of its true contents, which many do, they are indirectly feeding the time loop spell surrounding this holiday.

So, please continue to celebrate Thanksgiving and make it an important celebration to share with your family. But celebrate it in its true purpose and content of the Feast of Giving Thanks. When rubbing down your turkey with butter, oil, seasoning, herbs and what not, do it with great love and gratitude for all the abundance and prosperity in your life and your families’ lives. Be grateful that you can afford to buy the turkey and all the food items that will accompany it on your dinner table. Before you eat, give thanks to the Mother Goddess/the Spirit of Earth and to the Source, the Divine, or your higher power for bringing the family together to enjoy this moment of togetherness and gratitude.

 

Can’t Fight This Feeling

It’s like no matter how well things have been going in my life or how well my days have been, I can’t fight the feeling of loneliness. I’ve been fighting this feeling for as long as I can remember, stemming all the way back to early childhood. I can remember being at family events and having no desire to interact with my cousins. I would find a spot in the corner and listen to the adults talk and sometimes interject my thoughts catching them off guard. Mainly, because I was child with intelligent answers to adult’s troubling questions, but more so because I was always around adults and really never with kids. I felt children were beneath me and I didn’t care for the silliness and young mindedness of them. All thoughts of a 4 yr old self. So I truly feel my disconnect with this world started before my time here but I’ll save that for another time.

Sadly, I can be in a room full of people and still feel lonely and left out. I just can’t truly connect with people and I don’t understand why. I’ve learned to entertain small talk and being a jokester at heart, I can keep a convo going but the feeling of loneliness never subsides. What is preventing me from connecting with people beyond the surface? Why can’t I have the same type of dialogues I have with myself in my own head with real people?

Since I’m always feeling disconnected from the 3D world and more in tune with the 4D and up worlds it affects my state of happiness in 3D. It’s like I can only stay happy for so long then the feeling of loneliness creeps back in, my mood changes and my vibes drop low. It’s a challenge everyday to keep my frequencies up. Being thankful and grateful for what I do have and don’t have helps, but then there’s days when I just have to let the loneliness win and let it run its course. Try not to attach to the feelings since they aren’t truly coming from me.

Feeling loneliness and disconnect for no reason at all are true signs that this matrix is doing its job. While here on this 3D plane we are bombarded with frequencies, images, music and chemicals that cause disharmony, self-doubt, loneliness, self-esteem issues and fear. Honestly, feeling these feelings is a reminder that we are separated from the Divine and need to find our way back. Back to oneness, wholeness and the dissolution of separation. People who can relate to what I’m talking about, knows these feelings and how out of place they are majority of the time. So, for those that know these feelings be grateful that you feel them because they are your reminder that you’re not of this world and just a visitor as well. Because in reality we are not alone or lonely, just stuck in our root chakra aka our lower self. We get stuck in this chakra by all those negative outside factors the matrix constantly bombards us with. Once you realize that the feeling of separation and loneliness is an illusion, you will start to work on yourself and finding your way back to the Divine.

You do this by learning your self through your own eyes and experiences. Removing the labels and goals that people placed on you all your life and finding your true and genuine likes and dislikes. Carving your own way within society or outside of society to get to the core of who you truly are. Showing gratitude in all that has happened to you and will continue to happen to you. By being on this internal quest for your true self, the rest of your chakras will ignite and open. Creating a bridge for the Divine to make its presents known in you and your surroundings. Raising your spirit’s frequencies so the Divine can lower itself aka your higher self aka your soul into your vessel, so you can operate in the material and spiritual realms….. the mundane and the quantum successfully! The way these physical vessels were originally created to be, portals between the material and spiritual.

With tuning yourself into the Divine, this opens you up to seeing the truth in all and the truth outside of this 3D matrix that is hidden from you. Seeing the truth of who you are, the magic encased in you and your power through your magic that can be used in the material and the spiritual realms. So,let the loneliness be your reminder that you are more than just this meat suit!

*PS – take all that resonates with you and leave what doesn’t.

Don’t Talk About It, Be About It

“Sa Sekhem Sahu”

This week has been a hectic one to say the least. I’ve been dealing with a neighbor issue and it escalated to the point where I went out and got a bat, pepper spray, stun gun and cameras. See, I know who I am and the power that I hold. But never once do I ever forget that I still have to function and make moves in this 3D mundane world. Accepting who and what I am has heightened me to no longer stand for anyone’s bullshit against me, my kids, my family or the things I value in this life. I’ve tapped into several past lives as a male warrior, military ops marksmen, warrior priestesses, warrior princess and several assassin runs on this realm, other realms, planets and dimensions. All I have to do is allow that fury and rage to rise and all I need to know and do will activate.

You may wonder if all of my blogs are about metaphysics, estoteric knowledge, spirituality and magic, why did I run out and get physical things to deal with my neighbor? Oh good question and the answer is I handled it in 2 ways! Firstly, I handled it metaphysically with magic then like I stated, I know I have to function in the 3D mundane, so I got some tools to throw down in the 3D if need be. Best believe I covered my bases. I don’t typically work with the dark arts, but if I have to due to being threatened I will. Threw they asses in a shit and piss jar and been shitting on them ever since they brought this mess to me!

The only reason I’m writing this blog is to let people know that claiming who you truly are spiritually, magically, etc isn’t for fakers and wannabes! You know the ones that as soon as some real shit come up in they life they completely forget who they are, their ancestors, the protection work and the tools they naturally have access to to take care of their problems in the unseen. Not once did I think “oh no, what am I going to do, or should I take their threats seriously or not, or maybe I should just call the police and let them handle it, or maybe if I ignore them and act like their words don’t hurt me they’ll stop”. Man Fuck That and that’s the same thing I told my husband when he didn’t want me to get all gangsta on they ass lol. I’m no punk in the higher realms or on this one. I cast first and ask questions later!

So best believe before I left my house today I stood in front of my altar and asked my ancestors and dragons to be with me as I put on my Eye of Ra necklace, put pepper spray in one pocket, and the taser in the other. Had my bat in the front seat of my car and my gun on the car door, because I am licensed to carry. Chitty, chitty bang bang only if my life and others are depending on it. I Don’t just Talk About It, I Be About It! Even though, they didn’t try me today doesn’t mean I let down my guard and not be ready to get down tomorrow or the next day. But even if they never step to me again, my workings are still doing their job in the unseen. Once again, bases covered!

Hail Sekhmet!

Handlers

I was watching a couple of YouTube videos and the subjects were very insightful and intriguing. To be honest, I’ve shied away from watching the YouTube subscribers I typically watch, because the information hasn’t been sitting right with me. I’ve noticed when people start to rise in fame with their YouTube channels its because what they’re pushing is either false, half truths or they’ve sold out to the agenda. Misinformation is the best kind of information on this planet! Well, I came across this person’s videos on Sunday and have been watching all that he has listed on YouTube non-stop! I’m listening to them in the morning instead of my typical chakra alignment music, in the car while driving, at work and at home instead of watching tv or playing around on Facebook. The insight he is dropping ties so many loose strings together for me. I know a lot of information and I’ve been shown and told a lot about who I am, what is going on on this planet, in the universe and so on. But the information seemed scattered and I couldn’t correlate subjects together or see how information fit together.

So, one subject I never really understood was handlers. Like how does a person get “managed” by someone else. I also always correlated a handler to like a famous singer and her manager type relationship. Or a pageant beauty and her coach or a music executive and his talent type of relationships. Basically, I thought handlers were a rich person’s problem and man was I wrong! That’s the types of handlers we are made aware of to trick us into thinking that us regular ol’ people are not important enough to have these types of things happen to us. But in reality, these handlers are used on us “common folks” every day and less likely on a “superstar”.

Listening to one of his videos yesterday, unfortunately, put the beginning of my life story into perspective. I will tag the video below for you to watch yourself. It’s talking about skywalkers and who they really are; which they are me. A being that is not from this planet and travels through planes, dimensions, galaxies and universes. See I know who I am and who I’ve been throughout “time”. I know my origin even though I don’t fully understand it, but I do innerstand. Which means that my internal soul knows it’s truth regardless of physical proof, because what you can see with your 2 eyes is deceiving anyways.

While talking about the skywalkers and how we are being controlled, one of the ways they control us is as soon as we are born they test us. They test our freshly born baby bodies to quantify our dark matter aka carbon load, which tells them if we are too connected to our higher self; which equals to us being high frequency beings aka “vibing too high”. If we are vibing too high that means that we will eventually break through all the blocks, nanobytes, shields, illusions, spells, etc. they use on our type and cause them hell while we’re here. Best believe we will cause them hell due to the fact we are connected to who we really are; which are soul’s from among the stars that have purposely come to shut down the bullshit and lies they’ve succumb planet earth to.

Skywalkers https://youtu.be/khDND1upU68

So, where do handlers come into all of this? Well, handlers enter the picture after they’ve determined that you are a high frequency being and knowing in due time this being will break through all the barriers they set for it. So they assign a handler or handlers aka a fake family to watch over you. You as a baby, fresh out the womb obviously will never know if the parents that raised you are your real parents and if they are your real parents, if they willingly or unwillingly signed you over to be handled. So, these handlers will do and say things to keep you under control, deter you from doing and saying things that naturally come to you, down play your abilities and gifts and convince you to hide them. Treat you in a manner that is harsh or patronizing, encourage psychedelic medications to suppress your gifts and entrap your mind under the disguise of depression, anxiety or bi-polar and so on. Allow trauma to happen to you to keep you disconnected from your true self or purposely say things to keep you constricted and restrained.

When I heard this it hit me hard! I know I’ve been through some weird things in my life that didn’t make sense to me. For one, I had a “disease” when I was younger and I had to give blood to monitor my white cell counts twice a week. This started when I was young so these doctors had been collecting my blood twice a week for years! Fast forward to teenage years and my high school cheerleading squad wanted us to participate in a blood drive. My mom tells me, no I can’t and the reason was that “my blood was to special and I needed it more than them. People didn’t deserve to have my blood”. What? Now, knowing who I am and how correct she was when she said that my blood is unique and different, why wasn’t she concerned about this when they were draining me twice a week when I was in elementary school! Sometimes, they slip up and tell the truth!

Another thing mentioned in a different YouTube video but tied into this same subject was the mention of a Great Invasion that no one remembers in 1995. During this event, the Annunaki came to earth to start living amongst us again and started breaking down this wicked system from the inside. Guess what, I completely remember seeing activity in the sky over my house when I use to live in Atlanta, the epic center of this plane. Also, in November 1995 a huge meteor shower happened over Atlanta. I didn’t remember it happening until right now typing this blog. So, I did a quick search and came across articles talking about this meteor shower. The article says that the shower occurred because earth passed through the tail of an unnamed comet…really! Also, states over 400 meteors per hour had fallen to earth. So, they’re calling the Great Invasion a meteor shower. The first time this so called meteor shower occurred was in November 1995 and in November 2019 the meteor shower happened again. How is that possible? The article contradicts itself by saying that this meteor shower happens on a set frequency. Why isn’t this meteor shower documented anywhere before November 1995 then? It doesn’t add up! Do you know what else happened to me during that year, my mom ups and moves us from Atlanta to Pittsburgh. I never understood why, especially when we had family and friends in Atlanta. Why such a drastic move at a very pivotal time in my life, a key transition period for a maturing being. I was 12, right before the transition stage into teenager. A milestone not only in age but in mental and physical development, which stunted me and exceled me at the same time. I was a child that grew up too soon because my childhood was taken away from me. The years that took place after this move broke me completely. Broke my connection to my gifts and abilities, broke my connection to the divine and moved me out of Atlanta that had a bedrock of crystals that I communicated with on the daily and enhanced everything about me. Also, tainted my memories because I only remember that traumatic move and not of what happened in the sky after I saw the activity over my house.

The Silent War https://youtu.be/0wJuXeBoDRI

November meteor shower that occurred in 2019 and 1995. https://abcnews.go.com/US/watch-400-meteors-shoot-sky-hour-thursday-night/story?id=67135620

I share my experiences to wake the chosen up. If this resonates with you, do your research and seek your truth. If it doesn’t resonate with you then enjoy the blog anyway!

Connecting w/ Your Higher Self

I purposely did a meditation to gain insight from my Higher self while tapping into my inner temple. Below is the insight I gained when I tapped in that I was asked to share:

My Higher self took me and flew me out of the inner temple into the Beginning. The white static space, the binary codes beyond the void. We arrived at a “plane” outside of our universe and landed on this high plateau with a large lake in the distance. This plane exists in a different universe and my Higher self brought me there to show me that I’m from the beyond and this plane is where I’m from. The glow of the plane is purplish pink like a sunset sky. I ask my Higher self to become smaller due to being so tall the entity didn’t fit into my view. So my Higher self began to decrease in size.

My Higher self tells me that I, my current self, am my higher self in the future. My Higher self wanted to experience all that this universe was, so my Higher self had to “fall” into the dimensions to experience, to live beyond what was known and to learn about living/experience. My Higher self tells me that “time” is circular and I quote unquote time because it’s the only word I could use to describe what my Higher self said to me. Was also told that each soul rides a cosmic web and that web represents that’s souls “life” on that dimension during that placement on “times” circle. Each line that makes up the web are the decisions that soul can take. My Higher self tells me that it has come back several times as my current self to try out different decisions, to walk a different line aka timeline on the web. The decisions are countless because each situation has multiple decisions and you have multiple situations over your lifetime to encounter. So my Higher self has tried out different decisions aka walked different lines at different points on my web. Just like there can’t be a problem without a solution, there can’t be a decision without that timeline already existing. All decisions already have a path, that’s what destiny really means. You’re destined to take these paths and your decisions choose which paths you take.

Along with your cosmic web you are pre-destined to intertwine with certain beings and entities during your lifetimes. Either it’s a pack your Higher self makes from the beginning or a pack that develops over lifetimes with different beings and entities. Everyone you have a main encounter with in your life or they play a major part or role, you have a pack with. More importantly, your cosmic webs on each plane are intertwined.

My Higher self goes on and tells me, “You are bigger than this body. You radiate. Like radiation can change the cellular structure but in a damaging breakdown way, you radiate energy that builds up people and their genetics. You influence every one and everything around you and you’ve noticed it. You can create without even trying. So imagine what you could do if you radiated on purpose. That’s why your into genetics because you can easily manipulate it with no effort”.

Then my Higher self says, “This plane we’re currently on is huge, it’s not like earth. The boundaries are limitless here. I’m really not that big here because I’m not held in boundaries. That’s why it’s hard for you to be confined to this body and this world because it’s constricting you and keeping you in boundaries. You’re connected to me so you know what it feels like to be boundless. The lake looks big and very close to us, because you’re use to what you call on earth as perception or particular point of view to explain what you see when it challenges your senses. But actually it isn’t close at all, it just looks like it is because it’s so big. You come from the expanse and this plane is nothing but expanse”.

PS: This message isn’t just for me, it’s for all beings that have an eye to see. Connect to your higher self and learn who you truly are.

Karma Breaker

Coming into this world all knowing then losing yourself, your value, your path, your purpose is traumatic.

Being told from outsiders, seers, shamans, priestesses, and elders that you’re here to break rules, break karmas and bring back truth in your ancestry and in this world sounds awesome and empowering. To know that I have a dual duty of empowering myself and my lineage with the knowledge, wisdom and power I contain, sounds like some superhero shit.

But in reality it’s depressing and hard. It’s like knowing beforehand what’s going to happen and being cool with it. Thinking you can prepare for it and tell yourself to not lose sight of who you really are as motivation is cute. But when the chaos hits, the karma comes and the emotional rollercoaster comes roaring, it’s hard to feel like a powerful being. All that makes me human rises up and takes over. Heartache, pain, emotions, crying and crying, anger, defeat, giving up, running away and more crying.

Makes me wonder why me? Why do I have to be the one to the clear the crap out of our bloodline? A course when you ask questions like that you get answers. It’s because not only am I clearing out karma for myself and my ancestors, I’m also unleashing our birthright, power, ancestral practices and gifts, and reforming our direct link to abundance and prosperity our lineage on this earth have been disconnected from. All the things that were taken from us through murder, assassinations, witch hunts, slavery, brainwashing and our people erased from books and the memories of all people on earth.

Being reminded of what I and my lineage will be gaining from what I as an individual have to go through, helps me focus and pull myself together to push forward. Yes, these karma moments suck but I will get through them and be even stronger in my power and my will at the end of them.

Making my earthly and galactic ancestors proud!

Shadow Work is Subconscious Work

A person bumps into you and you have hot coffee in your hands and it spills all over you and it burns bad. Reacting to the pain of the burn is healthy. Reacting to the anger you have towards the person who caused this to happen to you, because it caused physical pain is healthy. Allowing healthy responses to this incident is a must! Acting like no physical pain occurred and you are not angry is unhealthy. People need to understand that allowing an emotional response to occur is healthy. Eventually, being able to break the incident down to the core emotions so you can feel them, react to them, and forgive yourself for reacting to them is a key factor in doing Shadow Work, which I call Subconscious Work. Forgiveness also includes the person that caused you harm or pain, but only if they acknowledge what they’ve done. Because forgiveness is for your healing not theirs. Subconscious work is for the real spiritual people, not the love and light folks, so if they don’t apologize or acknowledge their fault, f*** them and keep it moving.

I included forgiving yourself, because no matter how spiritually adept someone becomes, we will still be human at the end of the day. And being a human being includes being emotional and ignoring our emotions is harmful and unhealthy. It doesn’t help that society frowns upon emotional people, specifically women, and that’s why emotions and being emotional gets a bad rep. But as humans we are composed of 4 bodies, which are the spiritual body, mental body, emotional body, and the physical body. The saying “stand on your square” directly relates to the acknowledgment of these four bodies aka four points.

4 bodies: Spiritual, Mental, Emotional and Physical

I mentioned above the term core emotions which correlate to our core beliefs. People only have 5 emotions that we experience on a scale of extremes or as a combination of the core 5 emotions. Disney put out a great movie a few years back that explores human emotions and their complexity called Inside Out. I highly recommend watching this movie if you want to start Subconscious Work and fully understand core emotions and beliefs.

Unfortunately, because a lot of people including myself at one point, see 4 of our core emotions anger, fear, disgust, and sadness as negative emotions, but they’re not. They are absolutely needed and need to be expressed to be a whole and healthy human being. These emotions that are associated with being dark and negative are the key emotions you focus on in Subconscious/Shadow Work. These dark emotions have dark positives, which I see as positive aspects to that emotion when its acknowledged and transmuted. For example, fear can be transmuted into rage when a woman is attacked by an attacker while walking at night. She can use that fear turned rage to defend herself against her attacker. Another example, fear can be transmuted to strength when a mother see’s her child get trapped under a car and she lifts the car up off of her child so she can get them out.

To fully understand how the subconscious works, you must correlate it to how the body does voluntary and involuntary actions. Voluntary actions are conscious actions and involuntary actions are subconscious actions. So, for example, conscious breathing is voluntary breathing. You are purposely making you lungs inhale and exhale air. Subconscious breathing is involuntary breathing which is your normal moment to moment breathing that happens without any guidance or will of your own. Without involuntary actions of the body, we wouldn’t be alive because involuntary actions run our entire body. From breathing to blood pumping to digestion. All actions we don’t have to tell our bodies to do. So, guess what, if involuntary aka subconscious actions run our bodies then the subconscious mind runs our mental and emotional bodies. Need proof, here’s a perfect example, zoning out while driving a car to work. When, you get to work and don’t remember driving there at all. You don’t remember seeing the typical sites you see during the drive in or anything. It’s because your subconscious got you there and your subconscious always gets there but when you zone out and come back to consciousness you become aware of the subconscious actions.

Furthermore, the subconscious is the involuntary mental and emotional actions that drive our core emotions and beliefs. When we push “negative” or “dark” emotions and experiences “deep inside” so we don’t have to deal with the feelings that arise or even acknowledge them at all is unhealthy. When you push those emotions “deep inside” you’re pushing them into your subconscious. Which is where they turn into involuntary actions that attach to core emotions or core beliefs, which the subconscious runs them. So, now you have that one horrible moment that happened when you were 5 years old running and controlling your life when anything that feels like that experience or emotions happen. You’ve created a circular habitual response in your life that will continue till you deal with the emotions attached to that experience. Dealing with those emotions includes revisiting that event in your mind or even the place, allowing the emotions to rise, feeling those emotions play out, releasing the emotions, then forgiving yourself for allowing yourself to feel because “You’re human and you’re allowed.”

December 21, 2020

As this day approaches, I would like to declare myself as in full servitude and gratitude. To publicly accept my purpose and fulfill my role as a beacon of light and a walking portal of truth. To walk my true path as a being of light from beyond this realm and universe.

I will explore and research all that is needed to share truths and reset people’s frequencies to their true state of being. I will incorporate light and sound frequencies within myself so I can set forth these frequencies into others.

My search for my truths has paid off and I’m honored to have been chosen to be a part of this mission. By accepting my true nature, I bring honor, truth and resolved karmas to the ancestral line I’m currently incarnated in. As I fulfill my heavenly and earthly role, I bring back into remembrance the ways of our ancestral past, link our heritage, reveal knowledge, wisdom and practices and awaken the magic within us.

I accept my multidimensional selves that include: Indigo, Priestess of the Serpent, Atlantean, Egyptian, Sekhmet, Regal, Anuba, Sobek, Anuket, Feathered Serpent Dragon, Anubis, Ptah, Yemaya, Lion, koala, owl, snake, Algonquin, celestial, Cygnus, Lyran, Sirian, Centurian, Orion, Russian, Zeta, South African, Nigerian/Cameroon, Sudan, Hebrew, Moor, Turkish, Serbian, Australian, Lilith, Andromedan, emanation of chokmah, elemental worker, revealer, dream maker, mother, sister, daughter, friend, wife.

Blessed and so it be. Ase’!

Epiphany

My spiritual journey has been my higher self, multiple other selves, ancestors or guides giving me the answer before I even know the question or the ending before I know the beginning. They knew how my mind worked and taught me how I learn best before I even knew how I truly needed to learn.

They know I have an inner drive for understanding and learning the whys to life. So every time they give me an answer or an ending, it sends me on a quest for the question to the answer or the beginning to that ending. What I’ve found is there are several pathways and perspectives to an answer and several different forks in the road on a path back to the beginning. Either way, the journey along those paths and the quests to understand is what life is all about.

Love Spell

Being apart of several “witchy” groups, I’ve noticed the main thing girls in these groups want to do is cast love spells on guys. Or hex or curse a guy that hurt them but that’s a subject for another blog. I can admit that I’ve never wanted to “cast” a love spell, mainly because I didn’t know what love really was. My definition of love was completely different from everyone I’ve ever encountered. My definition of love is “Love is a choice, not a feeling.” I’ve never came across anyone that valued the love that I gave. So my perspective on love was that it wasn’t for me and it was nothing but heartache, because I expressed love differently than others.

While dating a guy a long time ago, we was having a discussion on love and commitment and I told him my definition and he got upset. He couldn’t grasp my perspective on love. He was offended that I was saying that I could fall out of love with him. In my defense, I reinteriated my point that my love for someone would be a choice and not based on how I felt towards them, because feelings can change in a blink of an eye. Then to make matters worse, he tried to convince me that it was his job to make me happy and keep me in loving feelings towards him. Unfortunately, he was talking to the new, improved and awakened me and not the old, insecure, didn’t know my worth me. The old me would have soaked those words up and entrapped me, but the new me wasn’t having it. I responded with “I’m responsible for my own happiness and you the same. You should enhance me and I the same to you.” Welp, he wasn’t having that and I completely understood why. Most people base their value on someone else’s value and need of them. Tit for tat relationships, I give you this and you better give me what I gave you back at equal or greater value. I was a culprit of this myself in many of relationships, but the difference in my circumstances was that I was given way too much of myself to try to keep people happy with me. I put my self-worth on how I made others happy in hopes they would reciprocate the same effort towards me and that never happened till now.

After taking time to heal after a terrible marriage, a stressful divorce and converting back into single mommy hood, I focused a lot of free time on my spiritual journey. While on this part of my journey, the universe threw some tests at me to see if I’ve learned my lessons. One was the guy I mentioned earlier, another was an old flame and the last was a really nice guy that I gave a chance because my intuition said do it. The guy I mentioned above tested my ability to stand in my true feelings even when it conflicted with the person I’m dating. The old flame came back to remind me that I was above the bullshit and that it is ok to be better or above someone. To know my worth! The really nice guy was my test to go outside the box of the typical guys I dated to show me there’s more to life when you remove unnecessary boundaries. Also, to test me in my truth of being a magical, gifted being that was no longer trapped in religion. The really nice guy was a church guy that lived a contradicting lifestyle but had a problem with me embracing my spiritual path. It was hard but I chose my true nature over him and it was the final test I needed to past for the universe to show me I was ready to accept my god hood.

In January 2019 I did a love spell and it was nothing like any love spell I came across in groups or doing searches on the internet. My love spell was intuitive and about me accepting my divinity and letting the universe know I was ready to receive the love it had for me. I placed my life in the hands of the universe and wrote my spell to fall within universal laws, even if the love I attracted was me loving myself solo. This spell was so powerful that the notebook I wrote it in disappeared. I tried to keep the spell so I could reference it later but the universe was like “Naw, you gave this to us so it has to leave you to fully be in our hands.” From that day forward I continued to live, explore my spiritual journey and didn’t even think about the work I did with that spell.

Before I even did the spell work, I had arranged a cabin trip within a Facebook group for the end of February 2019. So, the Friday of the cabin trip arrived and I didn’t even pay attention to the date 2/22/19 (222). When I arrived a girl named Amber and a guy I’ve never met before greeted me at the door. The first thing I noticed when I opened the door was this guy with this huge smile stirring at me all googly. I could tell he was “intrigued” by me but I brushed it off because I know I have that effect on guys. So how he was acting wasn’t odd or worth paying attention to. Once inside he offers to take my bag, like he switched from intrigued mode to servitude mode. So I let him take my bag and I followed both of them upstairs. While walking to meet everybody that was already there, I’m videotaping the cabin because it was awesome. So I’m not paying this guy any attention while we’re walking. We get upstairs and he starts to walk up these loft steps to a room he said was mine and I stopped him. I let him know I didn’t want that room because it was too open and noisy and I wanted a room away from everybody. So he takes me around this bin to a whole other part of the house to a room away from everybody. I tell him cool I’ll take this one and he looks at me and this was the first time I made eye contact with him and he replies “but this is my room.” We locked eyes and it was like we spoke telepathically because I was thinking “that’s nice but I want this room” and he responded verbally “ok you can have it.”

After that interaction, I found myself drawn to him. Yes he was cute, had a nice body, gorgeous smile, you know all the physical things opposite sex are attracted to but it wasn’t that I was drawn to. I found myself wanting to be in his presence and had to stop myself from stirring at him. Every now and then I would catch him stirring at me then quickly turning his head or eyes away like he wasn’t too. At dinner I put my glass next to where he was going to sit but a girl moved it and sat next to him not realizing my glass of water was my spot saver. Later that night we were all in the jacuzzi and we were the last ones to get out. He tried to have a conversation with me but it was forced and awkward. I started to take that weird interaction as maybe what I was feeling wasn’t what I thought it was towards him.

Then things took a turn for the better later that night. We created a bond over spying on the weird owner of the cabin we was staying at. To the point I screamed for him to join me at a window and all he had on was his boxers. Till this day I’m shocked that we spent hours together spying on this guy and not once did I notice he was in his boxers. We were so wrapped up in each other’s company, laughing and joking around I never noticed and he never thought to go put some shorts on. Later on finding out what he was working with, I definitely should of have noticed! The most memorable part of the spying was when I was sitting on a chair and he came and sat down on a foot stole to be close to me while we chatted. There was a couch and another chair he could of chose to sat on but he sat on the foot stool. The way he was looking at me when he was listening to me was so adorable. Like I was the most beautiful, intriguing woman he had ever seen. He still looks at me like that and expresses his amazement of me everyday. Once we had enough of spying on the owner, we went to sleep in our separate rooms. That night I ended up having a dream that revealed that he was the one for me, my soul mate. The rest of that weekend we were inseparable, where ever I was he was. When we didn’t know where one of us was we would ask someone where the other is.

We became an immediate couple and been making couple moves ever since. At times I would say I wish I met him in my younger years, but I know all the things I’ve gone through prepared me for having him in my life. The connection and bond we have is what movies are made of. But not the typical love movie, I’m talking about a supernatural, superhuman sci-fi love movie. Our connection is so strong and we’re so intuned that we finish each others thoughts and sentences. We can send thoughts to each other and we will respond via text or phone. We know when one is off and exactly what to do to make the other feel better. During sex this man knows secrets held within my body that he maneuvers like he was the one that placed them there. He completely understands my definition of love and our roles as a man and woman in a partnership. He fully fulfills his role as a protector and I as my role as a nurturer. In regards to our god hood, he is my generator and I am is manifestation vessel. He allows me to be the magical being that am, practice my spirituality as I see fit and inquires to learn more about my practices. The perfect guy for me!

My love spell was open-ended and written to work within universal laws; which released full control to the universe to work on my behalf. I loved myself first and that was the key to attracting someone who loved me too. He is the best person and partner for me based on my authentic, true self. And You can also attract the person that is for you by being who you truly are too.

Birthing Pains

We are going through a birthing. A new Earth is emerging from an old, broken, run down and no longer able to function properly Earth. This is the transitioning of 5D from 3D that so many speak about. The misconception is that it’s an actual new planet earth or a physical new heaven, because it’s not. It’s a higher level of vibrations, a higher view to see the whole picture, which means a higher perspective is dawning. One where the Universal Law of One is honored. One where the respect of duality is honored. One where the roles of humans, animals, plants, dimensional beings, and all things metaphysical are honored and respected. The pain, discontent, and emotional rollercoaster we are all on right now is necessary and a part of the birthing process just like when a woman gives birth. The pain, discontent and emotional rollercoaster she feels isn’t caused by the baby….. it’s caused by the birthing process and that part of the process can’t be skipped.

Old 3D earth has to go through birthing aka the 4D portal to rise up to the new 5D earth

What we should be doing right now is grounding ourselves and helping Mother Earth ground in this new level of energy. Captured in many books written within oppressive societies, humans are made to feel less than and puny among the “gods”. But in reality the “gods” envied humans because we were originally created to be able to navigate the spiritual and the physical realms simultaneously. We are the bridge, the portal between the dimensional realms, the physical and spiritual planes of existence. Through us, I’m specifically talking to melanated people, we can anchor in these new energies. The People of the Sun aka The Sun Kissed Skin aka melanated people are the protectors of this Earth and have the genetics to anchor in the new energy.

*Please take note that all of us have different levels of melanin in our bodies ranging from 100% to 0% and the color of your skin reflects that. So, if you have any melanin in your body you can assist in the anchoring of these high vibrational energies.
Dictionary.com – What is Melanated skin? A dark brown coloring found in the body, especially in the skin and hair. Produced by special skin cells that are sensitive to sunlight, melanin protects the body by absorbing ultraviolet radiation from the sun.

The new energy I speak of is on the higher scale of the electromagnetic spectrum and this scale has radio waves/red as low frequency energy and ultraviolent waves/purple as high frequency waves. The EMF scale also reflects how our chakras are arranged regarding a low frequency/red/root chakra to a high frequency/purple/crown chakra. These higher levels of radiation that are deemed as unhealthy and problematic by non-melanated people is only that way towards them. Our genetic nature, our melanin is activated and energized by the sun and cosmic radiation (higher vibrational energy). We are the righteous, those who can survive under the frequencies on the right side of the EMF Spectrum.

One of the reasons this shift is occurring is because, malevolent beings enslaved this earth and has been able to entrap us and stagnant our spiritual growth by creating an electric, negative ion barrier around earth (electric is the masculine aspect of energy, magnetic is the feminine aspect of energy). This barrier would reflect higher vibrational energy away and allow low vibrational energy through, which caused an imbalance in the energies on earth. This helped keep earth, as a whole, in a very low vibrational state and all things patriarchal/masculine/electric driven started to run rampant on earth because the divine feminine/magnetic was repressed. By doing this, these malevolent beings unhinged the Law of Duality on earth. Wars, famine, dis-ease, a narcissistic society and so on are all created within low vibrational states of being and these malevolent beings feed off the negative, low vibrational energy produced.

Electric barrier around Earth

The current state we are in right now has been talked about for ages in every culture that’s graced this planet because they knew balance would eventually restore itself. They knew the universe would correct the mess these malevolent beings caused. The electric barrier that surrounded earth has been dissolved and the shifting of these dimensional planes is allowing higher vibrational energy to penetrate through to Earth and with the return of the Divine Feminine, Earth’s spiritual imbalance is being restored back into balance. To restore the balance the old earth, the old ways, the current leaders and everything associated with those malevolent beings must be broken down and destroyed to be able to build a new earth with a solid foundation based on balanced universal laws. The establishment associated with those malevolent beings is fighting very hard to try to maintain their control, but out of this chaos will come order.

Based on everything I’ve listed above, remove your human emotions out of the way and think about all the injustice that has been done to melanated people all over this earth, the injustice done to women all over this earth, and the backwardness of society. Where teachers are paid scrapes but a guy that can shoot a basketball gets paid millions, a nurse (who have been predominantly women) is looked at as less than a doctor (who have been predominantly men) when they do all the dirty work, how people can’t afford food or a decent place to live, but politicians can raise millions to run for an office, or how the government can come up with trillions of dollars to fund bail outs to major companies, but there are people in this country trying to live off of minimum wage. Now, open your eye and your spirit and see how over the past decade or so melanated people have risen in positions and in power and women as a whole have risen in positions and in power. Melanated women have embraced their natural power, their natural hair, left religion behind and embraced their ancestral practices. Those steps were the Divine Feminine returning to Earth which helped awaken Mother Earth. This current state and this shift we are in right now has been in the works for a long time. Using our powers to perform grounding rituals, grounding spells, spending time in the sun barefoot and earthing and carrying grounding tools, stones, etc. are the practices we need to be doing right now to assist.

Sister Energies – “Sa Sekhem Sahu”

Ephesians 6:12, KJV: “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.”

Dear Diary – Entry #2

The below drawing is my very first “journal” entry I made when I started writing down my thoughts and documenting my visions, dreams and meditations. I don’t know why I drew it, it was just something that came through while I was doodling trying to figure out what to start the notebook off with. After I was done drawing it made complete sense that it represented me at that moment.

12/4/2016

Drawing Analysis: I was thinking Jupiter but drew Saturn and this mix up happens all the time with me regarding these planets. Later I would learn about the significance of both planets in relation to myself and their interactions with each other. Jupiter being the benevolent planet and Saturn being the malevolent planet. Polarities, Enki and Enlil.

Moon and sun being polarities and very prominent in my being. I’m a solar creature but also a moon child. I gain my power and stability from both the sun and the moon. I absorb the sun for my physical nutrients and the moon for my spiritual nutrition. Moon being feminine and the sun being masculine, magnetic and electric selves represented.

The star is my 3rd eye and I drew both physical eyes and 3rd eye wide open which they’ve always been.

My mind (upper self) on the stars, the universe, the heavenly bodies. My mouth (lower self) in paradise, exploring nature and speaking with the natural orders.