My middle son has always been super active. He liked to flip off of things, jump into pools, run his fastest every where he went and talk about how fast he is. So, at 7 yrs old I put him in track to give him the opportunity to show people how fast he really was….
Tag: fear
True Love
Love is a choice not a feeling. Those butterflies in your stomach from a love interest may not be a “loving” feeling but actually anxiety and fear. I always had issues with my feelings. I was actually called a robot by a former therapist because my emotional response wasn’t normal according to her. I would…
Trauma, Drama & Fear
Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! These are the programs the matrix infuses us with from birth. Trauma, drama and fear keeps us locked in the mundane, always on fight or flight and stress hormones raging through our bodies. These influx of stress…
Fearmonger
The fear is real and it’s very disheartening. I was on a call today with a few black mothers and unfortunately the conversation took a turn to the dark side. The dark side being the never ending topic of the year…..CVD. When asked why I wanted to be in the discussion I mentioned wanting to…
Shadow Work is Subconscious Work
A person bumps into you and you have hot coffee in your hands and it spills all over you and it burns bad. Reacting to the pain of the burn is healthy. Reacting to the anger you have towards the person who caused this to happen to you, because it caused physical pain is healthy….
Dear Diary – Entry #3
6/3/2020 – 2nd day of a 7 day Releasing and Cleansing Bath Ritual Meditated after finishing immersions. I the wanted to go to zero void, so I seek out the void and ended up at the dark throne outside the universe. My skin was blue black and I was humongous. My body became All. I…
Birthing Pains
We are going through a birthing. A new Earth is emerging from an old, broken, run down and no longer able to function properly Earth. This is the transitioning of 5D from 3D that so many speak about. The misconception is that it’s an actual new planet earth or a physical new heaven, because it’s…
Root Cause Analysis – Out of Shadows Documentary
This blog will be my thoughts regarding the Out of Shadows documentary The hot and newly trending documentary right now is the Out of Shadows “disclosure” YouTube video. When I first saw this documentary popping up in all of my starseed and spiritual awakening groups, I ignored it. Solely because I’m not a trend follower…
Hamper Me
While people were being focused on the coronavirus and relief checks for people and businesses, Trump signed into effect the 5G Bill. This bill moves forward the creation and set up of infrastructure for the wonderful 5G towers. You know, the 5G that all the wireless companies keep shoving down our throats of being “the fastest…
the Complacent+Mind 