You’re So Emotionless

I was told at a very early age that I was emotionless. But before I even had that interaction, I have always been aware to how emotionless I was. For start, I didn’t react or “feel” the same way other kids did. I would watch sad movies and not feel the sadness that everyone felt…

Alien Parasites

I had an odd dream Monday night. It was definitely an insightful dream, relaying information to me on a type of parasitical organism but still odd. The dream’s setting was in my home, but it wasn’t the home I live in now. There were kittens in a back room, and I believe I saw 3…

Dear Dairy – #4

June 24, 2021 during a shamanic journey I was shown some interesting information about myself. I am a “black” extraterrestrial and I accept this about myself. I know some of my ancient lineage and these shamanic journeys help solidify information that has been shared with me via dreams, readings and how the Earth and nature…

It Was Real All This Time

I had a very revealing dream last night that I’m going to share. I have dreams where I go back to places, cities and houses that never change and the scenario around those places typically stay the same as well. For example, the house I lived in when I was in high school, I go…

Trauma, Drama & Fear

Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! Trauma, Drama and Fear, Oh My! These are the programs the matrix infuses us with from birth. Trauma, drama and fear keeps us locked in the mundane, always on fight or flight and stress hormones raging through our bodies. These influx of stress…

Can’t Fight This Feeling

It’s like no matter how well things have been going in my life or how well my days have been, I can’t fight the feeling of loneliness. I’ve been fighting this feeling for as long as I can remember, stemming all the way back to early childhood. I can remember being at family events and…

Ancestor Veneration

I’ve never spoke on ancestor veneration or praising my ancestors while walking this spiritual path because I didn’t see how it pertained to me. I never understood why it was needed. Being a Christian damn near all my life tainted my view on all things spiritual. Even with all the things I have experienced and…

Don’t Talk About It, Be About It

This week has been a hectic one to say the least. I’ve been dealing with a neighbor issue and it escalated to the point where I went out and got a bat, pepper spray, stun gun and cameras. See, I know who I am and the power that I hold. But never once do I…

Why Call Us Black?

When I was younger, I used to be offended when someone called me Black. First off, I’m nowhere close to the color black. I’m caramel brown, so how did anyone even associate me with that color. But as I got older and learned that it was a “race” I didn’t get offended anymore. Then the…

The Arrival

I’m sharing a dream premonition I had 2 weeks ago. Unfortunately, I’m sharing it way after the fact but every time I have a major download my life gets busy. It’s the matrixes way of distracting me. The good thing is I’m aware to it now, so I’m better at getting the messages out no…