Coming into this world all knowing then losing yourself, your value, your path, your purpose is traumatic.
Being told from outsiders, seers, shamans, priestesses, and elders that you’re here to break rules, break karmas and bring back truth in your ancestry and in this world sounds awesome and empowering. To know that I have a dual duty of empowering myself and my lineage with the knowledge, wisdom and power I contain, sounds like some superhero shit.
But in reality it’s depressing and hard. It’s like knowing beforehand what’s going to happen and being cool with it. Thinking you can prepare for it and tell yourself to not lose site of who you really are as motivation is cute. But when the chaos hits, the karma comes and the emotional rollercoaster comes roaring, it’s hard to feel like a powerful being. All that makes me human rises up and takes over. Heartache, pain, emotions, crying and crying, anger, defeat, giving up, running away and more crying.
Makes me wonder why me? Why do I have to be the one to the clear the crap out of our bloodline? A course when you ask questions like that you get answers. It’s because not only am I clearing out karma for myself and my ancestors, I’m also unleashing our birthright, power, ancestral practices and gifts, and reforming our direct link to abundance and prosperity our lineage on this earth have been disconnected from. All the things that were taken from us through murder, assassinations, witch hunts, slavery, brainwashing and our people erased from books and the memories of all people on earth.
Being reminded of what I and my lineage will be gaining from what I as an individual have to go through, helps me focus and pull myself together to push forward. Yes, these karma moments suck but I will get through them and be even stronger in my power and my will at the end of them.
How can men rule over men when those men only have the same mental capacity, understanding and perspective as the men they rule over.
That’s why gods ruled over men because they were otherworldly and had perspectives that were higher and more adept than men. Coming from above literally means coming from a higher realm of “BEing”, thinking and ability to see and understand the inner and outer workings of All.
Pharaohs of the Nile, Queens and Kings of the Black Lands weren’t ordinary men and women, they were descendants from gods, higher realm BEings. In their blood laid their connection to the otherworldly, higher perspectives and great mental capacity to rule correctly.
When outsiders came to the Black Lands and saw how these godly people ruled, they took the concept back to their lands but not the whys and how’s.
In modern day we have presidents, rulers, kings and queens of mere human blood ruling over men. And we wonder why our world is in the state that it’s in. We have the blind leading the blind.
The morning of August 19, 2020, 3 days after my birthday, I was visited in my dreams by a deity/orisha. Below is what happened in my dream, written down in my phone as soon as I woke up so I wouldn’t forget anything.
I was in a dark place with water beneath my feet. I could hear the water and see it as if I was seeing clearly in the dark. Like when your eyes adapt to a dark room. Suddenly appears a woman over the water and I look up at her and see the crescent moon above her head and stars in the sky. She her arms out stretches to me in a position of embrace and waiting for me to come into her arms for a hug. Her face is covered by a veil of jewels, she has a white blank expression mask over her face, she’s draped in a bluish cale dress that is puffy-like and she has horns on her head like a large cattle with pearls hanging from them.
She says to me “come child” and I go to her and she hugs me, embraces me and comforts me and all feels better. Like when you hug your mom and she absorbs all your pain from you because that what mothers do. She tells me to tell her about me, so I told her about myself; which was all the pain I’ve occurred over the years. Being mad fun of as a kid and having no friends because I was different and in-tune. I tell her about the abuse I endured at the hands of my ex-husband and I burst out crying. Then, I tell her about how my spiritual awakening happened after my divorce.
Then we abruptly we was sitting at a table eating while telling her these things about me. When at the table she was a regular woman. She looked like black Latino with long curly hair and fair skin.
She tells me that she’s comes to guide me. At the table there is a man and a woman who aren’t speaking. I ask her why the 2 other people are with her and she says they are support.
Now we’re I’m sitting on a couch and she’s on the floor sitting in front me. She then asks me how was my journey with Christianity and I replied harshly with “none existent, I don’t follow that crap”. She replies, we don’t care if people do. I then reply, I don’t because I hate being lied to and religion is one of the biggest lies ever. Plus, the reason for what’s really wrong on this earth.
Then she was going to do a reading for me. We were clearing off the couch, I started the recorder on my phone so I could record the session. Then she sat back on the floor then I was out of the dream.
I’ve never been drawn to any of the African deities or Orishas. It’s always been Egyptian and Sumerian deities that have come to me. But I was told during an akashic reading that one of my karmas is finding my earthly and galactic ancestral lineage. My DNA ancestry has my African lineage in Nigeria, Cameroon, South Africa, Sudan, Ethiopia and so on. Those cultures are Yoruba, Bantu, Kushites, Khoisan, Zulu, Khmer and Fulani.
So it’s about time I started my bonding with these ancestors and their deities. This experience helped me learn that Yemaya is my Ori and is protecting my head. I thank, welcome and honor her and appreciate her protection and guidance.
As this day approaches, I would like to declare myself as in full servitude and gratitude. To publicly accept my purpose and fulfill my role as a beacon of light and a walking portal of truth. To walk my true path as a being of light from beyond this realm and universe.
I will explore and research all that is needed to share truths and reset people’s frequencies to their true state of being. I will incorporate light and sound frequencies within myself so I can set forth these frequencies into others.
My search for my truths has paid off and I’m honored to have been chosen to be a part of this mission. By accepting my true nature, I bring honor, truth and resolved karmas to the ancestral line I’m currently incarnated in. As I fulfill my heavenly and earthly role, I bring back into remembrance the ways of our ancestral past, link our heritage, reveal knowledge, wisdom and practices and awaken the magic within us.
I accept my multidimensional selves that include: Indigo, Priestess of the Serpent, Atlantean, Egyptian, Sekhmet, Regal, Anuba, Sobek, Anuket, Feathered Serpent Dragon, Anubis, Ptah, Yemaya, Lion, koala, owl, snake, Algonquin, celestial, Cygnus, Lyran, Sirian, Centurian, Orion, Russian, Zeta, South African, Nigerian/Cameroon, Sudan, Hebrew, Moor, Turkish, Serbian, Australian, Lilith, Andromedan, emanation of chokmah, elemental worker, revealer, dream maker, mother, sister, daughter, friend, wife.
I’ve never thought of myself as an oracle but lately I’ve been getting a lot of channeled messages over the past few months. Not until this Wednesday did I hear the word “oracle” and understand what it really meant and how this gift has blossomed within me.
When I got home Wednesday 9/16/2020, I kept having a sense that I needed to just sit with my altar, connect and write down what ever came through. The night before I had a “dream” that a photo of a goddess I saw via a google search of Anuket had 3 suns above her, her hair was like flowing water, the goddess morphed between having a mermaid tail and human legs and my mind said “goddess of 3 suns”. I also sensed that there was water everywhere. So, when I woke up Wednesday I started researching “goddess of 3 suns” and found nothing that matched it. So, when I sat down to start connecting Wednesday night I kept thinking if it really was 3 suns and not 3 moons, but my intuition had me sensing it was definitely suns. Then I started thinking, well is this image trying to tell me Earth has 3 suns in the sky and not 2, but once again I got a sense that wasn’t right either. Then BOOM, Sirius came to mind and duh, Sirius has 3 suns! The Dogon Tribe knew this and documented it way before telescopes were invented. The Sirius Star System has 3 suns; Sirius A, Sirius B and Sirius C. Then, this god connected to me and below is what channeled through (her words in green):
I’m a god of the 3 suns. My hair is water in the picture and my origin is the water planet of Sirius.“But there are 3 suns, so there has to be several planets around these suns, so why are you the god of 3 suns?” 3 suns encompasses all of the Sirius Star System. Yes, my origin is of the water planet but here we are one. There’s no separation between planet of this sun and planet of that sun. A god of an certain area of Sirius is a god of all of Sirius in that particular realm. I’m the water god of all of Sirius. “What’s you name?” You wouldn’t understand my name, it’s in light code.“Why me?” You are me. “But I’m this person, that person, I’m Sekhmet and so on.” You’re lifetimes of people and we all live in you. “What am I to do with this?” Teach. “Teach what exactly?” Teach our ways. Priestess, abilities, sanctuary, ceremony, love, forgiveness, wholeness, spirit, dragons, energy, light, life force within, gifts, divinity, pose, beauty, manifest desires, open mind, womanhood, presentation, elements, skills, oracle. Classes, books – how would you like to learn? Tell people of their divinity. Money will come, just start doing it. Money an exchange of frequency/currency.
“How do I connect with you?” You’re welcome anytime, just tap in. I’m here (Sirius), you’re there. You’re dual existence with me. “How is it that I can understand you but you won’t tell me your name because its in “light code”?” You’re right (laughing) Anuba, water God of Sirius. “Why are you a God and not a Goddess?” Gender doesn’t matter here like it does on Earth, I’m a feminine God. “Why would a higher world have a God?” Gods are just “elevated” beings.
“What is your advice for the coming days on Earth?” Be prepared, eat right, drink right, get them kids ready. It’s going to be a shit show of optical illusions, misinformation, fear, death, murder but of the Elite. Panic and fear. But you stay focus and head strong, stuck in your godly ways. No fright, no denying your greatness. Your calmness will keep others calm and come to you to know why and how you’re being calm in these times. 12/21/2020, it will begin. Don’t be scared, stay strong and focus. Increase/work on your telepathy skills, phones will be tapped/useless, tracking people like you. Avoid chips, vaccines, processed foods (have nanobytes).
“Will we have to go in hiding?” No, stay strong in your light. It will be a beacon for others, Stay open and download us. “Protection?” Your dragon will always protect you, ask him to accompany you on astral travel. “His name is Heka?” Heka is fine. “How do I honor you?” Honor yourself, call on me anytime. I am you and you are me. Share me with others, share my words with you with others. Write.
With any blog I write, take in what resonates with you and leave what doesn’t. Never take my words as facts or as your truth. Always research the information I write about and come to your own conclusions of what this truth is to you.
6/3/2020 – 2nd day of a 7 day Releasing and Cleansing Bath Ritual
Meditated after finishing immersions. I the wanted to go to zero void, so I seek out the void and ended up at the dark throne outside the universe. My skin was blue black and I was humongous. My body became All. I can see the arm of the dark throne threw my arm and can see the outline of my arm at the same time. My arm and legs body was one with the universe. My body was reflective of the universe. I was the universe and the universe was me….One. Then I decided to get up and walk around the throne to explore the area because I never have. I’ve always come to the dark throne and just sat on it but since I was controlling this meditation I decided to explore. The ground was dark and rocky, like a dessert rocky terrain. Standing behind the throne I could see the explosions happening in the far off distance of the universe. Then I kicked the dark throne and saw that it sat on top of a dark rocky sphere as it moved away from me. The force from the kick forced me backwards into a white space beyond the void that was the beginning point of the universe. In this white space it wasn’t really white, it’s staticky like a black and white tv. As I looked closer the static is 0 1 code moving rapidly. “See through the code”, just like Neo in the matrix. See the space within the space. I started to see my universe body as atoms, the space with the space. The code that creates all. As I pulled myself back into the void I could see the code that made up the universe. The white space behind me appeared as a bright room behind a “curtain of universe”. As I turned away the curtain closed showing me that I got to see behind the veil. I could see the code in the universe explosions. I used my hand to push on the code and thought mountain and out came a mountain. I pushed on the code in another place, thought Eiffel tower and saw the Eiffel tower. I called on the guardian of the dark throne and saw he was made of the “guardian” code. Then I went to earths sun and saw the code that made up the sun. Then I wanted to see the code of earth and saw the barrier around earth and noticed dark 0s & 1s in the code and started to remove them or tap them to turn gold. Then I wanted to see myself and see my code. I came upon myself in the tub and thought “see the code” and I code see dark 0s & 1s in parts of my aura. So I decided to do a scan to remove the dark codes and as I started to remove the dark codes and tap some to turn gold it was like a warning alarm went off. A swirl of dark grayish black spiral swirl of matter began flowing out of me. My body started to tingle and I started to feel fear. So I forced myself to not fall into fear and retreat. As I stayed in the moment I was being forced by this grayish matter to come out of meditative state. The alarm red color started to overcome me as the gray black matter spread so wide it blocked me from seeing myself in the tub. My third eye started to glitch. So I grabbed hold of the gray black matter and started to pull it off of me and slung it beyond the barrier of earth. Then I went back to myself and pulled off a layer of gray matter off my aura and threw it beyond the barrier. Then I started to tap gold the dark 0 & 1 codes, “turn gold”. Then I started to feel tingly in my shoulders and back of neck. I went in and pulled from the back of my neck where the bone protrudes a scorpion 🦂 looking parasite from there. I smashed it in my hands and threw it beyond the barrier. I finished turning my aura gold then I made myself invisible. I checked my invisibility status several times and I could not see myself but could see the bathtub with the water, the candle and crystals there. I left myself and went beyond the barrier, grabbed the gray black matter, gray matter and the parasite and threw it in the sun to dissolve it. Then I went back to the dark throne, checked in on myself and I was still invisible. Could only see the tub and what not. Then I started saying OM internally in the tub to solidify the cleanse, said thank you and came back to.
We are going through a birthing. A new Earth is emerging from an old, broken, run down and no longer able to function properly Earth. This is the transitioning of 5D from 3D that so many speak about. The misconception is that it’s an actual new planet earth or a physical new heaven, because it’s not. It’s a higher level of vibrations, a higher view to see the whole picture, which means a higher perspective is dawning. One where the Universal Law of One is honored. One where the respect of duality is honored. One where the roles of humans, animals, plants, dimensional beings, and all things metaphysical are honored and respected. The pain, discontent, and emotional rollercoaster we are all on right now is necessary and a part of the birthing process just like when a woman gives birth. The pain, discontent and emotional rollercoaster she feels isn’t caused by the baby….. it’s caused by the birthing process and that part of the process can’t be skipped.
What we should be doing right now is grounding ourselves and helping Mother Earth ground in this new level of energy. Captured in many books written within oppressive societies, humans are made to feel less than and puny among the “gods”. But in reality the “gods” envied humans because we were originally created to be able to navigate the spiritual and the physical realms simultaneously. We are the bridge, the portal between the dimensional realms, the physical and spiritual planes of existence. Through us, I’m specifically talking to melanated people, we can anchor in these new energies. The People of the Sun aka The Sun Kissed Skin aka melanated people are the protectors of this Earth and have the genetics to anchor in the new energy.
The new energy I speak of is on the higher scale of the electromagnetic spectrum and this scale has radio waves/red as low frequency energy and ultraviolent waves/purple as high frequency waves. The EMF scale also reflects how our chakras are arranged regarding a low frequency/red/root chakra to a high frequency/purple/crown chakra. These higher levels of radiation that are deemed as unhealthy and problematic by non-melanated people is only that way towards them. Our genetic nature, our melanin is activated and energized by the sun and cosmic radiation (higher vibrational energy). We are the righteous, those who can survive under the frequencies on the right side of the EMF Spectrum.
One of the reasons this shift is occurring is because, malevolent beings enslaved this earth and has been able to entrap us and stagnant our spiritual growth by creating an electric, negative ion barrier around earth (electric is the masculine aspect of energy, magnetic is the feminine aspect of energy). This barrier would reflect higher vibrational energy away and allow low vibrational energy through, which caused an imbalance in the energies on earth. This helped keep earth, as a whole, in a very low vibrational state and all things patriarchal/masculine/electric driven started to run rampant on earth because the divine feminine/magnetic was repressed. By doing this, these malevolent beings unhinged the Law of Duality on earth. Wars, famine, dis-ease, a narcissistic society and so on are all created within low vibrational states of being and these malevolent beings feed off the negative, low vibrational energy produced.
The current state we are in right now has been talked about for ages in every culture that’s graced this planet because they knew balance would eventually restore itself. They knew the universe would correct the mess these malevolent beings caused. The electric barrier that surrounded earth has been dissolved and the shifting of these dimensional planes is allowing higher vibrational energy to penetrate through to Earth and with the return of the Divine Feminine, Earth’s spiritual imbalance is being restored back into balance. To restore the balance the old earth, the old ways, the current leaders and everything associated with those malevolent beings must be broken down and destroyed to be able to build a new earth with a solid foundation based on balanced universal laws. The establishment associated with those malevolent beings is fighting very hard to try to maintain their control, but out of this chaos will come order.
Based on everything I’ve listed above, remove your human emotions out of the way and think about all the injustice that has been done to melanated people all over this earth, the injustice done to women all over this earth, and the backwardness of society. Where teachers are paid scrapes but a guy that can shoot a basketball gets paid millions, a nurse (who have been predominantly women) is looked at as less than a doctor (who have been predominantly men) when they do all the dirty work, how people can’t afford food or a decent place to live, but politicians can raise millions to run for an office, or how the government can come up with trillions of dollars to fund bail outs to major companies, but there are people in this country trying to live off of minimum wage. Now, open your eye and your spirit and see how over the past decade or so melanated people have risen in positions and in power and women as a whole have risen in positions and in power. Melanated women have embraced their natural power, their natural hair, left religion behind and embraced their ancestral practices. Those steps were the Divine Feminine returning to Earth which helped awaken Mother Earth. This current state and this shift we are in right now has been in the works for a long time. Using our powers to perform grounding rituals, grounding spells, spending time in the sun barefoot and earthing and carrying grounding tools, stones, etc. are the practices we need to be doing right now to assist.
Ephesians 6:12, KJV: “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.”
During a meditation last night, I was told by Sekhmet and Inanna to find their sisters. I’ve been trying to figure out how this information related to me. Being told by both to find their sisters, then pulling oracle cards as an added confirmation gave me the connection I needed. See, I’ve been pulling Work Your Light “Sisterhood of the Rose” oracle card for months now and I initially thought I was being pushed to start a “sisterhood” of like minded women in the 3D and that could be the case. But when it comes to spiritual matters there’s always levels of understanding. The level of sisterhood revealed to me last night has to do with my primordial self, my highest of highs self.
To set the scene for this epiphany, I need to take you back to 2018. I was initiated by Sekhmet in Nov 2018 during a meditation and I was initially initiated as her daughter. I’ll write about that experience in a separate blog at a later time, because it was wild! Since that initiation I’ve been trying to understand the next course of action I’m supposed to take with Sekhmet. Then, 2 weeks ago I did a Sekhmet guided meditation and I was taken to the desert, to her temple within the Temple of Karnak. While in her presence I was told that I was her and she is me. We are the same energy, the same blood, we are sisters. A course I was puzzled by this and asked Sekhmet how am I a sister but was a daughter last year. Her reply was that I have graduated to sister because I’ve grown so much into my true self since then. After asking Sekhmet some more questions, she told me to have a ceremony at 2:22am the next night; which fell on May 7th the Flower Full Moon. I was directed to wear a gold jewel over my 3rd eye region, a red dress, the same oil I put in my spiritual bath, to burn the flowers from my spiritual bath and use the same crystals. The next night I woke up at 2:15am, got set up on my back porch in the cold of the night and followed through with the ceremony Sekhmet requested me to do. By embracing Sekhmet, I finally embraced the true me and now I am tasked with tying all of my lineage together.
Last night during another Sekhmet guided meditation, I as Sekhmet attended a council meeting with the head Kemetian gods and goddesses. Present there was Osiris, Auset, Anubis, Maat, Horus, Thoth, Sebek and a monkey god. The meeting took place on a different plane within the Pharaohs Temple in Egypt. The room setting with myself and all the gods reminded me of the painting “Ancestors in Conference”. While at this meeting, Osiris states that the Anunnaki want to meet then the wall becomes the universe with the Milky Way ban in view. The universe connects with the fountain that is in the room and becomes a “universe” bridge and down the bridge comes Anu and Inanna. I couldn’t fully make out the face or body of Anu but knew it was him and I couldn’t fully see Inanna’s full face and length of her body but I knew it was her. As Inanna gets closer to the room I, Sekhmet, run over to her and yell “Sister” as we embraced in a joyous hug and smiled at each other. The union was as if we haven’t seen each other in a very, long time. Inanna is a beautiful black woman with green fluorescent reptilian eyes, and wavy 3C hair.
Anu begins to speak and states, “We are one in the same, given dominion over different regions. We need to make this known that we are one in the same. No pantheon/cluster of gods are better or greater than the other. It’s time to come together and let them know”. While Anu is speaking I, Sekhmet and Inanna are still holding hands and our outer appearance keep cycling between our original selves (Sekhmet with golden fur to black jaguar fur and Inanna with brown skin to green scaly reptilian skin) to metallic gold bodies. After Anu finishes his statement, I start hearing “find my sisters” over and over. Then as I saw the statement “daughters of Eve.” Then the imagery of the room changed and I was in a circle around Venus/Sun (it looked like Venus and the sun were one, cycling from red to yellow spewing out energetic flames) with my cosmic sisters. We were all holding hands and I had Inanna on my left and a Japanese goddess on my right. When the Japanese goddess first arrived to the room she was in the form of a dragon and I’m thinking how is holding hands going to work with her. Then she morphed into a woman dressed in red attire covering her breast area and a long slit skirt with her belly region exposed, a dangly bejeweled veil over her nose and mouth region, and a fanned out hair piece resembling sun rays. She reminded me of one of the Mortal Kombat girl fighters. Then as she approached the circle her attire turned white. Also, in the circle was Kali, the Jaguar Queen, Aphrodite and 2 others I couldn’t make out. As we’re holding hands, gold energy builds between our palms and in our heart region. Our clothes and hair are moving like we are in a high wind energy vortex created by us and the planet Venus.
After coming out of this amazing experience, I then began my challenge of finding my sisters. We are all one and the same. The same energy expressed differently from the divine creator…..making us sisters. Our sisterhood will tie together how the Anunnaki, Hindu Deities, Kemetic/Egyptian Deities, Aztec/Mayan Deities, Japanese Deities, Grecian Deities, etc are one in the same. A cluster of divine deities assigned to different regions of this Earth to influence, rule, mold, etc. as they saw fit. Depending on the region of “assignment” these deities either created the culture or absorbed into the culture. As we’ve seen in history, humans have a tendency to rename, adopt or eliminate deities to fit their agenda.
Space is a play on our senses and perception. The shortest distance between two objects is a straight line, a direct path. The area between those 2 objects is called space. From what we’ve been taught in school and generally in society is that space is an empty open area, nothing special about it at all. Air fills the open area between objects on land and in lakes and oceans water fills in the open area between objects. Flat out, we were taught wrong! Not per se on purpose but due to no one ever wondering what the space between us really is. Assumptions were made, majority of the population agreed to them and it became a fact that space is open area. But now scientist have discovered that there is something that makes up the space between us. To better understand this concept of what space truly is we have to look at it in the perspective of “as above so below, as within so without”.
As above so below, as within so without is a very simple way of understanding how we work as humans within this universe. We as humans are a smaller version of the universe. I will not dive into this concept right now, but I will use the general overlay to explain my thoughts on the space between us. The human body is made up of cells and when those cells are differentiated, they create our organs. Those organs then operate off of the nervous system to perform their duties voluntary and involuntary. With each organ, tissue and cell coming together and working in complete harmony, they create a functioning human body. Now, what is holding all these cells, tissues, and organs in place in the body? Why aren’t they moving all freely around in us? Well, the organs in our bodies are held together by a web of connective tissues, which keeps our organs from moving out of place. Cells forming tissues are held together by cell to cell adhesion called gap junctions, which are proteins that bond the cells together. This allows fluidity to occur and the perception of solidarity. The human body doesn’t have space or open areas in it, ever crevice is filled with some type of fluid, gas or connective tissues. Even when we think there’s space somewhere in the body, for example our intestines, it is occupied with gas.
The universe is just like the structuring of the human body, regarding there are no open areas. Scientist called the area outside and surrounding Earth outer space because that’s what their senses perceived the areas as. Through their own eyes and telescopes, they saw long distances of open space between stars, planets and galaxies and assumed that the space was empty. But that perception has changed with the use of telescopes that use higher frequencies of the electromagnetic spectrum that fall outside of the visible light spectrum range.
Visible light is a very, very tiny section on the electromagnetic spectrum, so any frequency above the color purple and below the color red we cannot see with our 2 physical eyes. When scientist started using frequencies outside of the visible light spectrum range, they started to be able to see the universe in a whole new way. Dark areas of space actual had stars, black holes became visible and the open areas between objects are actually connected by a web of material they call “dark matter”. Since scientists don’t know how it works, what its made of or really anything about it they named it dark matter. Not only is dark matter invisible to our senses, it doesn’t operate like any other material known. Objects move freely through it like its not even there and it doesn’t reflect but absorbs energy like a black hole. Scientist via the CERN project began performing experiments on dark matter and recently discovered that within dark matter is dark energy aka the “God Particle”. These scientist are correlating dark energy to the beginning of All and I agree. Their search for answers is bringing them closer to understanding truth and they haven’t even realized it yet.
While studying the mystical kabbalah a particular lesson stood out to me, the lesson on the decision of Creator Source to start creating and experiencing. Creator Source couldn’t just create from itself to experience because then it would have say so in everything created under it. It would know every move, thought and direction beforehand because that’s what Creator Source is, nothing and everything…..the see all, know all, is all. So, to truly be able to experience, Creator source had to create separately from itself, hence the creation of the void. And how do we know this? Through symbolism and the symbol that holds this magnificent truth (drum roll)…..the Target sign, which is the dot within 2 circles. The information I received during an alpha wave deep thought session explains the symbol as such; the outer circle being Creator Source, the inner circle being the space between Creator Source and the dot represents the void. The space between Creator Source and the void; which all creation was created from, is dark matter the unseen web that connects all.
The space between me and an object or person or animal is a false perception to make us seem separate from each other. Dark matter connects us metaphysically but separates us perspectively. The unseen web of dark matter is our connection to each other, to all things and to the Creator Source.
This blog will be my thoughts regarding the Out of Shadows documentary
The hot and newly trending documentary right now is the Out of Shadows “disclosure” YouTube video. When I first saw this documentary popping up in all of my starseed and spiritual awakening groups, I ignored it. Solely because I’m not a trend follower and I wanted to observe the traffic around these posts to see how people were reacting. I was intentionally doing what I’ve been taught, which is to transcend to an observer, to be neutral, a revealer and be truth. After reading the comments from people about the documentary, I took some time out of my day to watch it and I must agree it was a good documentary. Majority of the topics discussed I already knew about, but the one that got to me the most and had me like “wow mind explosion” was pizza gate.
When pizza gate was floating around in the mainstream media, I was no longer watching the news or following the ‘happenings” in mainstream media due to distancing myself from hearing, seeing or engaging in anything political due to how it was effecting me. But now I’m beating myself up for not paying attention to that story and the countless other stories relating to the topic of pizza gate. Pizza gate is about the elite’s child trafficking rings and it’s beyond disturbing. These child trafficking rings intentionally and purposely perform sexual and mental abuse, torture and kill these children. Which makes perfect sense when you know what’s really going on with earth and who/whom is controlling it. That’s the part of the documentary I was very disappointed with. I was constantly shaking my head every time they mentioned god and satan, because neither one of those aspects have anything to do with the actual truth of what these people are doing behind closed doors and many times right in front of our faces. Ending the documentary without provoking people to ask critical thinking questions is why I’m writing this blog.
Even though the documentary was very informative, it was still skewed and tainted. They kept the audience focused and blocked from wondering off the path laid out in front of them. The main agenda pushed was that these people are the evil ones and the makers of the documentary are the good ones, because they told us what the evil ones are doing. And how was the documentary skewed and tainted you might ask? Well, they kept your focus on the narrative by pulling religion, more specifically Christianity beliefs into the documentary and even used a cross watermark on the title page. So, why are they making it seem like there’s a war between good and evil going on? That’s what you should be asking yourself and why did the documentary end without exploring why these evil ones are doing what they’re doing.
So, I challenge you to dive deeper by doing a highly effective analyzing technique used in many industries to determine root causes to issues in a manufacturing facility called root cause analysis. So, what is Root Cause Analysis (RCA)? Well, it’s a systematic process for identifying “root causes” of problems or events. There are several processes within RCA that can be used, but let’s go with the simplest one which is the 5 Why’s. The 5 Why’s is an interrogative technique used to explore the cause-and-effect relationships underlying a particular problem. The primary goal of the technique is to determine the root cause of a defect or problem by repeating the question “Why?”. Now that we have the basis of what and how to do a root cause analysis, let’s pull out one topic of the documentary and dive deeper together. Once we’re done, I hope that you will continue to dissect the documentary and do your own 5 Why’s on topics you want to understand better. The topic I would like to dive deeper with you on is “drum roll”….Child Sacrifice.
*Based on info presented in the documentary, they claimed the evil ones served gods so we will continue with that thought process while answering the whys.
Child Sacrifice – 1st Why: Why do the evil ones sacrifice children? Because the gods of the evil ones require blood sacrifices and they prefer children.
Child Sacrifice – 2nd Why: Why do the gods of the evil ones prefer children? Because children are pure and in the molding stages of life, which means the same for their blood.
Child Sacrifice – 3rd Why: Why do the gods of the evil ones need blood? Because blood is an energy source.
Child Sacrifice – 4th Why: Why is blood an energy source to the gods of the evil ones? Because the purest vibrational state of matter energy is in the form of plasma and plasma is the main component of blood.
Child Sacrifice – 5th Why: Why do the gods of the evil ones need energy? Because the gods of the evil ones are actually fear mongering parasitic beings from a different dimensional plan that were accidentally pulled into the earth’s dimension. These particular parasitic beings require energy to survive and not just any type of energy. Fear is the lowest vibrational form of energy and that’s the type of energy these beings need to survive in our dimension. This is why the children are totured and abused prior to being killed. These practices invoke fear; which changes and molds the blood plasma of these children into the lowest energetic vibrational state for these parasitic beings to absorb.
Please continue with asking more whys on this subject because you don’t have to stop at 5 whys if your not satisfied with the answers you’ve received. But if I was you I would ask “what are the fear mongering dimensional beings” or “where did they come from” or “why are they here” or “why do the evil ones submit to them”? *The movie and Netflix series Dark Crystal is a great reference to explore.
“Follow the white rabbit down the rabbit hole” – Alice in Wonderland
Today I was given the question to ask “where are the aliens that look like me?” It started from a response to a post on Facebook about the Anunnaki and me being thrilled to find aliens/dimensional beings that looked like me. Then it made me wonder, where are the other alien races that look like me and why is it that all you ever see in humanoid form are Caucasian looking ones?
I love that I’m connected with my multi-dimensional selves and guides that I get answers immediately or within the same day of asking the right questions. During an afternoon epsom salt bath, I did a guided meditation to “meet my spirit guide” via Jason Stephenson. Every time I do this meditation I learn more about myself or learn more information about the universe. This particular meditation takes me to the underworld or should I say inner world and the things, people and experiences I encounter there are truly eye opening. Well, during this meditation I was followed into my underworld by my black cat Sphynx who passed away June 2019. At the bottom of the jewel steps that take me to my underworld, Sphynx walks over to the hound of Hades and transforms into a black jaguar woman in white attire and a jeweled headpiece. A course me being very familiar with the kemetic gods, I started to think of Bastet. But before I could finish the thought the title “Jaguar Queen” entered my head, then the image of Panthro from the Thundercats emerges along with an image of an “Aztec” step temple and the words “Aztec” and Amazon come to thought( I used quotation marks for Aztec because the imagery looked like an ancient Mexican culture and Aztec was the first word that came to mind to put a name to the place). When I came out of this meditation, I tried to find an image or website that looked like or talked about a black jaguar queen or the black jaguar people. I did find that the Mayans have several jaguar gods, but there definitely wasn’t much info out there on the internet on Mayan, Aztec or Amazon gods. This got me thinking about the other topics discussed within that same conversation on that Facebook post.
During a Facebook convo the same day, I was made aware of the discrimination that we endure on earth and the other alien races that “look like” me experience too on other planets and in the higher dimensions. So just like how they’ve erased and destroyed our “history” or claimed our culture as their own, the same is happening dimensionally. As above, so below and with that statement I understood the truth in the information I was told during that Facebook conversation. So a course during my search for the black jaguar queen and the black jaguar people I couldn’t find much. I further understood why “black jaguar” was emphasized to be searched and not black panther; because black panther a course brings up everything related to the Marvel movie Black Panther.
After being frustrated by that search, I switched to looking up Panthro, the Thundercats and ended up seeing my childhood cartoon in a whole new light. They put so much truth in these cartoons, you just got to be open enough to recognize it. Thundera, where the Thundercats were from wasn’t a fictional place. If you know anything about the galactic wars, the history of Thundera sounds way too familiar to what’s happened to so many other planets in our universe. More importantly, Panthro was the only cat-being that looked like me on Thundercats and he was discriminated against by the show watchers and critiques. Why would people be so upset over the strongest and smartest Thundercat having melanated skin? For the same reasons, people that look like me are discriminated against everyday. To be honest I don’t even understand why people that look like me are discriminated against, so I obviously can’t list any reasons in this blog.
So, I encourage all spiritual beings incarnated on earth to try to find alien races aka dimensional beings that look like you. Don’t be afraid to ask why there aren’t any. Don’t be afraid to follow the trail of certain cultural gods and their short uninterested write ups on Wikipedia by diving deeper into your own research. Remember to ask your guides and ancestors to reveal to you what you seek.
After receiving several pushes and confirmations, I’m finally acknowledging that I’m being led to start sharing my personal experiences while meditating, in dream states, astral travels, etc. to provide personal accounts of being a spiritual being and striving to be in tune with your true nature. The experiences I share are just that, my experiences and shouldn’t be used as a comparison tool for yourself or others to judge and evaluate your own personal experiences and encounters. We are all of source and we are purposely living lives as individuals to develop our own perspective and point of view regarding life as a spiritual being living a human existence. My goal is to provide a perspective of an individual learning about her multi-dimensional self, her lineage and her purpose while here on Earth.
Dear Diary – 11/25/17 Meditation, Listened to Open Balance Chakras, Heal and Sleep – Jason Stephenson YouTube Video
This meditation session I decide to do laying in my bed. I follow the spoken mediation and begin aligning my chakras and could visualize the colors, but unlike last time I performed this mediation the swirls and spinning of the chakra colors are dancers and ice skaters in sparkly dresses.
• Flamingo dancer – red – root. • Flamingo dancer – orange – sacral. • Ice skater – yellow – solar. • Ice skater – dark green – heart. • Ice skater – Ice blue – throat. • Dancer w/ long velvet sparkly cape – indigo – 3rd eye. Crown – A volcano inside a ground skull opens and purple lava fills the skull then the skull closes. Then all the chakras combine into a thick smoke of the colors blending from red all the way up to purple. Then white light sparking like a 4th of July sparkler starts encasing me and filling my veins with this electric white light. Then the image of the meditating person with each colored chakra in a sitting position appears as myself and the white light completely surrounds the image.
While laying down on my bed, the bed becomes whiteness and I can see myself laying there from outside of myself watching in third person. The whiteness becomes snow and I’m completely covered in it and I begin to emerge up and through the snow. An all-white being emerges from my body and sits up. In the distance I see this being with long white blond hair, light green cat/reptilian eyes, a scrunched/rippled nose bridge and middle of forehead/3rd eye area like a cat’s face. It has on a white attire with broad, fanned out shoulder pads and he reminds me of the blond hair warrior elf from Lord of the Rings (it gives off a male vibe). The being has a staff, then no staff as he walks closer to me. I stand up and start wiping the snow off of me and the being signals that he wants to show me something. So, we started walking in the snow and at that time the only thing I could focus on was my feet and the snow, the area was so hazy and bright that my eyes didn’t want to adjust. The being was a very slow walker, like he was gliding with his strides. As my eyes started to adjust, I could see the being doing the “Vanna White” motions showing me the scenery. I see tall pine trees, mountains and a blue sky with white clouds. The sky is so blue and the air is so crisp, pure and smells like winter. Then we stop on the edge of a rock cliff and he does his Vanna White motion for me to look at a lake in the far-off distance. The scenario and lake reminded me of Lake Tahoe with the water being a deep dark blue surrounded by a shore of pine trees, rocks and snow-covered mountains. As the being turns to start walking me back, I forced myself to speak and ask, “who should I ask for guidance?” At that moment shadowy images with golden light emanating from behind them appeared in my mind. The Sphinx emerged from the shadowy image with Sekhmet behind the Sphinx. I tried to ask another question and was taken immediately out of meditative state.
I was in such awe that I just laid there on my bed in silence. Eventually I snapped back into this 3D realm, found my notebook and began writing and drawing so I could remember the experience, because I have a tendency to forget once I’m back in 3D. From doing searches on the internet, I concluded that the being is Lyran. The only possible reason I could think of as the reason for this encounter is because I’ve been asking for guidance and to know where I truly come from. I was answered and shown a place that felt very familiar and I was at peace there. I don’t know if this place was Vega or a different planet in the constellation of Lyra before it was destroyed or a different place all together. But I did give thanks to my guides for answering me and showing me proof that I’m not crazy for knowing that my soul isn’t of Earth.