Epiphany – Golden Vibes

Right when you think you know something the universe says, nope think again. This moment I’m about to talk about falls into my constant reminder to myself that “there’s levels to this”. Last night was a new moon, so I wrote out a list of things I would like to work on or come to be during this new moon cycle. For once my list was simple and didn’t have any of the normal things I listed before. For example, I would list financial stability, making new friends or finding my soul tribe. But this time I listed to learn more about myself my true nature, go inner more, and bring balance to my family and myself. After I made this list I felt I should do a new moon oracle deck reading and the urge was to specifically ask my 9D self some questions. The questions that came to mind were “what do I need to know, what do you need me to know”? The cards pulled and the messages with each was not what I expected but once I settled my mind and removed my own subjective thoughts, a greater understanding and communication from my 9D self came through. The overall message was: “That I need to dive deeper. I can’t stop where I’m at in my progress, I have to pull back the layers of myself like a rose and find the core of myself, the deepest meaning of myself. What is at the core of a rose?

So, after compiling that message into something comprehensible I started doing what I always do after an insightful reading, I start googling terms from the message to see where it leads. First I searched the phrase “core of a rose” and came across images of the main center parts of flowers. While seeing these pictures over and over, the number 3 stood out to me. So I changed up the wording of the search to the “center of a rose”, then all these images of the center of the rose popped up and in these pictures I saw a galaxy within the rose. Tiny stars surrounded by cosmic web filaments. I was stunned and in awe and took a moment to admire the beauty.

Then the thought of the Amorea Flame that is in our activated higher heart-thymus chakra and the Threefold Founder Flames came to mind. The only place that talks about these subjects is Energetic Synthesis. So, I moseyed on over to that site but all the links I had already had open in my phone were not to the ES Ascension Glossary where I can read about the Amorea Flame. So, I had to go through the main page to get to the Ascension Glossary and normally when I have to do this it opens to the introduction page of the glossary. But last night it opened to a page I’ve never seen before. The Ascension Glossary opened to a page about the Ra Center and as I read the first paragraph I had to stop because I needed to rub my temples from the overwhelming explosion happening in my mind.

Back in 2017, I was shown a secret about the “golden orb” on a galactic ship. Then I was portaled to the south of Africa in a red dirt bush country to teach the people about the golden orb. While teaching a native, we were in secrecy behind a bush hiding the information I was sharing with him and keeping a watchful eye. After I awakened from that experience, I was on a mission to learn what this golden orb is because how was I supposed to teach people about it if I don’t even know what it is. In 2018, I finally came across some information that started to put the pieces of this mystery together for me but instead of creating a single level picture, it started to create a multi-leveled picture. I eventually learned that the golden orb/golden energy means different things depending on the perspective, dimension or density. Golden energy can be associated with the 8th Chakra, the flame in your higher heart chakra, the energy in your solar plexus area and the gold flame (14th chakra) apart of the Threefold Founder Flames aka God Heads relating to the 13th, 14th and 15th chakras.

Here’s my take on what I read last night, which I know I will have to read a few more times and research certain subjects more to be able to truly grasp it all. So, after reading about the Ra Center and its association with those areas, I had an epiphany. All that I learned about the golden orb/golden energy all intertwined and up to that moment I did not see the connection. The golden orb/golden energy is in 4 areas of the body and each golden energy that I’ve discovered so far all match up to those 4 areas. Each golden energy area needs to be discovered separately so you can work on the area, purge the area and heal the area before they can connect and help to pull your 4 bodies (ego, soul, oversoul and avatar) into balance. At the same time, the merging of your male aspects (electric, negative, father, rod) and female aspects (magnetic, positive, mother, arc) will also begin to merge and bring you into balance. And all of this merging and balancing of the 4 bodies and the male and female aspects will be the beginning of all your multi-dimensional selves merging as well.

“Activate your golden vibes”

https://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/RA_Center

Root Cause Analysis – Out of Shadows Documentary

This blog will be my thoughts regarding the Out of Shadows documentary

The hot and newly trending documentary right now is the Out of Shadows “disclosure” YouTube video. When I first saw this documentary popping up in all of my starseed and spiritual awakening groups, I ignored it. Solely because I’m not a trend follower and I wanted to observe the traffic around these posts to see how people were reacting. I was intentionally doing what I’ve been taught, which is to transcend to an observer, to be neutral, a revealer and be truth. After reading the comments from people about the documentary, I took some time out of my day to watch it and I must agree it was a good documentary. Majority of the topics discussed I already knew about, but the one that got to me the most and had me like “wow mind explosion” was pizza gate.

When pizza gate was floating around in the mainstream media, I was no longer watching the news or following the ‘happenings” in mainstream media due to distancing myself from hearing, seeing or engaging in anything political due to how it was effecting me. But now I’m beating myself up for not paying attention to that story and the countless other stories relating to the topic of pizza gate. Pizza gate is about the elite’s child trafficking rings and it’s beyond disturbing. These child trafficking rings intentionally and purposely perform sexual and mental abuse, torture and kill these children. Which makes perfect sense when you know what’s really going on with earth and who/whom is controlling it. That’s the part of the documentary I was very disappointed with. I was constantly shaking my head every time they mentioned god and satan, because neither one of those aspects have anything to do with the actual truth of what these people are doing behind closed doors and many times right in front of our faces. Ending the documentary without provoking people to ask critical thinking questions is why I’m writing this blog.

Even though the documentary was very informative, it was still skewed and tainted. They kept the audience focused and blocked from wondering off the path laid out in front of them. The main agenda pushed was that these people are the evil ones and the makers of the documentary are the good ones, because they told us what the evil ones are doing. And how was the documentary skewed and tainted you might ask? Well, they kept your focus on the narrative by pulling religion, more specifically Christianity beliefs into the documentary and even used a cross watermark on the title page. So, why are they making it seem like there’s a war between good and evil going on? That’s what you should be asking yourself and why did the documentary end without exploring why these evil ones are doing what they’re doing.

So, I challenge you to dive deeper by doing a highly effective analyzing technique used in many industries to determine root causes to issues in a manufacturing facility called root cause analysis. So, what is Root Cause Analysis (RCA)? Well, it’s a systematic process for identifying “root causes” of problems or events. There are several processes within RCA that can be used, but let’s go with the simplest one which is the 5 Why’s. The 5 Why’s is an interrogative technique used to explore the cause-and-effect relationships underlying a particular problem. The primary goal of the technique is to determine the root cause of a defect or problem by repeating the question “Why?”. Now that we have the basis of what and how to do a root cause analysis, let’s pull out one topic of the documentary and dive deeper together. Once we’re done, I hope that you will continue to dissect the documentary and do your own 5 Why’s on topics you want to understand better. The topic I would like to dive deeper with you on is “drum roll”….Child Sacrifice.

*Based on info presented in the documentary, they claimed the evil ones served gods so we will continue with that thought process while answering the whys.

Child Sacrifice – 1st Why: Why do the evil ones sacrifice children? Because the gods of the evil ones require blood sacrifices and they prefer children.

Child Sacrifice – 2nd Why: Why do the gods of the evil ones prefer children? Because children are pure and in the molding stages of life, which means the same for their blood.

Child Sacrifice – 3rd Why: Why do the gods of the evil ones need blood? Because blood is an energy source.

Child Sacrifice – 4th Why: Why is blood an energy source to the gods of the evil ones? Because the purest vibrational state of matter energy is in the form of plasma and plasma is the main component of blood.

Child Sacrifice – 5th Why: Why do the gods of the evil ones need energy? Because the gods of the evil ones are actually fear mongering parasitic beings from a different dimensional plan that were accidentally pulled into the earth’s dimension. These particular parasitic beings require energy to survive and not just any type of energy. Fear is the lowest vibrational form of energy and that’s the type of energy these beings need to survive in our dimension. This is why the children are totured and abused prior to being killed. These practices invoke fear; which changes and molds the blood plasma of these children into the lowest energetic vibrational state for these parasitic beings to absorb.

Please continue with asking more whys on this subject because you don’t have to stop at 5 whys if your not satisfied with the answers you’ve received. But if I was you I would ask “what are the fear mongering dimensional beings” or “where did they come from” or “why are they here” or “why do the evil ones submit to them”? *The movie and Netflix series Dark Crystal is a great reference to explore.

“Follow the white rabbit down the rabbit hole” – Alice in Wonderland

Dear Diary – Entry #1

After receiving several pushes and confirmations, I’m finally acknowledging that I’m being led to start sharing my personal experiences while meditating, in dream states, astral travels, etc. to provide personal accounts of being a spiritual being and striving to be in tune with your true nature. The experiences I share are just that, my experiences and shouldn’t be used as a comparison tool for yourself or others to judge and evaluate your own personal experiences and encounters. We are all of source and we are purposely living lives as individuals to develop our own perspective and point of view regarding life as a spiritual being living a human existence. My goal is to provide a perspective of an individual learning about her multi-dimensional self, her lineage and her purpose while here on Earth.

Dear Diary – 11/25/17 Meditation, Listened to Open Balance Chakras, Heal and Sleep – Jason Stephenson YouTube Video

This meditation session I decide to do laying in my bed. I follow the spoken mediation and begin aligning my chakras and could visualize the colors, but unlike last time I performed this mediation the swirls and spinning of the chakra colors are dancers and ice skaters in sparkly dresses.

• Flamingo dancer – red – root. • Flamingo dancer – orange – sacral. • Ice skater – yellow – solar. • Ice skater – dark green – heart. • Ice skater – Ice blue – throat. • Dancer w/ long velvet sparkly cape – indigo – 3rd eye. Crown – A volcano inside a ground skull opens and purple lava fills the skull then the skull closes. Then all the chakras combine into a thick smoke of the colors blending from red all the way up to purple. Then white light sparking like a 4th of July sparkler starts encasing me and filling my veins with this electric white light. Then the image of the meditating person with each colored chakra in a sitting position appears as myself and the white light completely surrounds the image.

While laying down on my bed, the bed becomes whiteness and I can see myself laying there from outside of myself watching in third person. The whiteness becomes snow and I’m completely covered in it and I begin to emerge up and through the snow. An all-white being emerges from my body and sits up. In the distance I see this being with long white blond hair, light green cat/reptilian eyes, a scrunched/rippled nose bridge and middle of forehead/3rd eye area like a cat’s face. It has on a white attire with broad, fanned out shoulder pads and he reminds me of the blond hair warrior elf from Lord of the Rings (it gives off a male vibe). The being has a staff, then no staff as he walks closer to me. I stand up and start wiping the snow off of me and the being signals that he wants to show me something. So, we started walking in the snow and at that time the only thing I could focus on was my feet and the snow, the area was so hazy and bright that my eyes didn’t want to adjust. The being was a very slow walker, like he was gliding with his strides. As my eyes started to adjust, I could see the being doing the “Vanna White” motions showing me the scenery. I see tall pine trees, mountains and a blue sky with white clouds. The sky is so blue and the air is so crisp, pure and smells like winter. Then we stop on the edge of a rock cliff and he does his Vanna White motion for me to look at a lake in the far-off distance. The scenario and lake reminded me of Lake Tahoe with the water being a deep dark blue surrounded by a shore of pine trees, rocks and snow-covered mountains. As the being turns to start walking me back, I forced myself to speak and ask, “who should I ask for guidance?” At that moment shadowy images with golden light emanating from behind them appeared in my mind. The Sphinx emerged from the shadowy image with Sekhmet behind the Sphinx. I tried to ask another question and was taken immediately out of meditative state.

I was in such awe that I just laid there on my bed in silence. Eventually I snapped back into this 3D realm, found my notebook and began writing and drawing so I could remember the experience, because I have a tendency to forget once I’m back in 3D. From doing searches on the internet, I concluded that the being is Lyran. The only possible reason I could think of as the reason for this encounter is because I’ve been asking for guidance and to know where I truly come from. I was answered and shown a place that felt very familiar and I was at peace there. I don’t know if this place was Vega or a different planet in the constellation of Lyra before it was destroyed or a different place all together. But I did give thanks to my guides for answering me and showing me proof that I’m not crazy for knowing that my soul isn’t of Earth.

The place I visited reminded me of this picture of Lake Tahoe
The cat-like humanoid being with blond hair and green cat/reptilian eyes
The shadowy Sphinx and Sekhmet images with golden light emanating behind them