Handlers

I was watching a couple of YouTube videos and the subjects were very insightful and intriguing. To be honest, I’ve shied away from watching the YouTube subscribers I typically watch, because the information hasn’t been sitting right with me. I’ve noticed when people start to rise in fame with their YouTube channels its because what they’re pushing is either false, half truths or they’ve sold out to the agenda. Misinformation is the best kind of information on this planet! Well, I came across this person’s videos on Sunday and have been watching all that he has listed on YouTube non-stop! I’m listening to them in the morning instead of my typical chakra alignment music, in the car while driving, at work and at home instead of watching tv or playing around on Facebook. The insight he is dropping ties so many loose strings together for me. I know a lot of information and I’ve been shown and told a lot about who I am, what is going on on this planet, in the universe and so on. But the information seemed scattered and I couldn’t correlate subjects together or see how information fit together.

So, one subject I never really understood was handlers. Like how does a person get “managed” by someone else. I also always correlated a handler to like a famous singer and her manager type relationship. Or a pageant beauty and her coach or a music executive and his talent type of relationships. Basically, I thought handlers were a rich person’s problem and man was I wrong! That’s the types of handlers we are made a aware of to trick us into thinking that us regular ol’ people are not important enough to have these types of things happen to us. But in reality, these handlers are used on us “common folks” every day and less likely on a “superstar”.

Listening to one of this guys videos yesterday, unfortunately, put the beginning of my story into perspective. I will tag the video below for you to watch yourself. It’s talking about skywalkers and who they really are which they are me. A being that is not from this planet and travels through planes, dimensions, galaxies and universes. See I know who I am and who I’ve been throughout “time”. I know my origin even though I don’t fully understand it, but I do innerstand. Which means that my internal soul knows it’s true regardless of physical proof, because what you can see with your 2 eyes is deceiving anyways.

While talking about the skywalkers and how we are being controlled, one of the ways they control us is as soon as we are born they test us. They test our freshly born baby bodies to quantify our dark matter aka carbon load, which tells them if we are too connected to our higher self; which equals to us being high frequency beings and are “vibing too high”. If we are vibing too high that means that we will eventually break through all the blocks, nanobytes, shields, illusions, spells, etc. they use on our type and cause them hell while we’re here. Best believe we will cause them hell due to the fact we are connected to who we really are; which are soul’s from among the stars that have purposely come to shut down the bullshit and lies they’ve succumb planet earth to.

Skywalkers https://youtu.be/khDND1upU68

So, where do handlers come into this? Well, handlers enter the picture after they’ve determined that you are a high frequency being and knowing in due time this being will break through all the barriers they set for it. So they assign a handler or handlers aka a fake family to watch over you. You as a baby, fresh out the womb obviously will never know if the parents that raised you are your real parents. If they are your real parents, if they willingly or unwillingly signed you over to be handled. So, these handlers will do and say things to keep you under control, deter you from doing and saying things that naturally come to you, down play your abilities and gifts and convince you to hide them. Treat you in a manner that is harsh or patronizing, encourage psychedelic medications to suppress your gifts and entrap your mind under the disguise of depression, anxiety or bi-polar and so on. Allow trauma to happen to you to keep you disconnected from your true self or purposely say things to keep you constricted and restrained.

When I heard this it hit me hard! I know I’ve been through some weird things in my life that didn’t make sense to me. For one, I had a “disease” when I was younger and I had to give blood to monitor my white cell counts twice a week. This started when I was young so these doctors had been collecting my blood twice a week for years! Fast forward to teenage years and my high school cheerleading squad wanted us to participate in a blood drive. My mom tells me, no I can’t and the reason was that “my blood was to special and I needed it more. People didn’t deserve to have my blood”. What? Now, knowing who I am and how correct she was when she said that my blood is unique and different, why wasn’t she concerned about this when they were draining me twice a week when I was in elementary school! Sometimes, they slip up and tell the truth!

Another thing mentioned in a different YouTube video but tied into this same subject was the mention of a Great Invasion that no one remembers in 1995. During this event, the Annunaki came to earth to start living amongst us again and started breaking down this wicked system from the inside. Guess what, I completely remember seeing activity in the sky over my house when I use to live in Atlanta, the epic center of this plane. Also, in November 1995 a huge meteor shower happened over Atlanta. I didn’t remember it happening until right now typing this blog. So, I did a quick search and came across articles talking about this meteor shower. The article says that the shower occurred because earth passed through the tail of an unnamed comet…really! Also, states over 400 meteors per hour had fallen to earth. So, they’re calling the Great Invasion a meteor shower. The first time this so called meteor shower occurred was in November 1995 and in November 2019 the meteor shower happened again. How is that possible,?the article contradicts itself by saying that this meteor shower happens on a set frequency. Why isn’t this meteor shower documented anywhere before November 1995 then? It doesn’t add up! Do you know what else happened to me during that year, my mom ups and moves us from Atlanta to Pittsburgh. I never understood why, especially when we had family and friends in Atlanta. Why such a drastic move at a very pivotal time in my life, a key transition period for a maturing being. I was 12, right before the transition stage into teenager. A milestone not only in age but in mental and physical development, which stunted me and exceled me at the same time. I was a child that grew up too soon because my childhood was taken away from me. The years that took place after this move broke me completely. Brokenmy connection to my gifts and abilities, broke my connection to the divine and moved me out of Atlanta that was a bedrock of crystals that I communicated with on the daily and enhanced everything about me. Also, tainted my memories because I only remember that traumatic move and not of what happened in the sky after I saw the activity over my house.

The Silent War https://youtu.be/0wJuXeBoDRI

November meteor shower that occurred in 2019 and 1995. https://abcnews.go.com/US/watch-400-meteors-shoot-sky-hour-thursday-night/story?id=67135620

I share my experiences to wake the chosen up. If this resonates with you, do your research and seek your truth. if it doesn’t resonate with you then enjoy the blog anyway!

Connecting w/ Your Higher Self

I purposely did a meditation to gain insight from my Higher self while tapping into my inner temple. Below is the insight I gained when I tapped in that I was asked to share:

My Higher self took me and flew me out of the inner temple into the Beginning. The white static space, the binary codes beyond the void. We arrived at a “plane” outside of our universe and landed on this high plateau with a large lake in the distance. This plane exists in a different universe and my Higher self brought me there to show me that I’m from the beyond and this plane is where I’m from. The glow of the plane is purplish pink like a sunset sky. I ask my Higher self to become smaller due to being so tall the entity didn’t fit into my view. So my Higher self began to decrease in size.

My Higher self tells me that I, my current self, am my higher self in the future. My Higher self wanted to experience all that this universe was, so my Higher self had to “fall” into the dimensions to experience, to live beyond what was known and to learn about living/experience. My Higher self tells me that “time” is circular and I quote unquote time because it’s the only word I could use to describe what my Higher self said to me. Was also told that each soul rides a cosmic web and that web represents that’s souls “life” on that dimension during that placement on “times” circle. Each line that makes up the web are the decisions that soul can take. My Higher self tells me that it has come back several times as my current self to try out different decisions, to walk a different line aka timeline on the web. The decisions are countless because each situation has multiple decisions and you have multiple situations over your lifetime to encounter. So my Higher self has tried out different decisions aka walked different lines at different points on my web. Just like there can’t be a problem without a solution, there can’t be a decision without that timeline already existing. All decisions already have a path, that’s what destiny really means. You’re destined to take these paths and your decisions choose which paths you take.

Along with your cosmic web you are pre-destined to intertwine with certain beings and entities during your lifetimes. Either it’s a pack your Higher self makes from the beginning or a pack that develops over lifetimes with different beings and entities. Everyone you have a main encounter with in your life or they play a major part or role, you have a pack with. More importantly, your cosmic webs on each plane are intertwined.

My Higher self goes on and tells me, “You are bigger than this body. You radiate. Like radiation can change the cellular structure but in a damaging breakdown way, you radiate energy that builds up people and their genetics. You influence every one and everything around you and you’ve noticed it. You can create without even trying. So imagine what you could do if you radiated on purpose. That’s why your into genetics because you can easily manipulate it with no effort”.

Then my Higher self says, “This plane we’re currently on is huge, it’s not like earth. The boundaries are limitless here. I’m really not that big here because I’m not held in boundaries. That’s why it’s hard for you to be confined to this body and this world because it’s constricting you and keeping you in boundaries. You’re connected to me so you know what it feels like to be boundless. The lake looks big and very close to us, because you’re use to what you call on earth as perception or particular point of view to explain what you see when it challenges your senses. But actually it isn’t close at all, it just looks like it is because it’s so big. You come from the expanse and this plane is nothing but expanse”.

PS: This message isn’t just for me, it’s for all beings that have an eye to see. Connect to your higher self and learn who you truly are.